Why is it that one can NEVER have EVERYTHING going well in one’s life…
Saturday, July 11th, 2009My life is good again… I’m back in Canada, back on my feet, starting from Ground Zero YET AGAIN but not complaining…My injuries are history, my problems are taken care of mostly and I look into future with open mind and smile on my face…
I was lucky enough to find a special person to share this new life with and we both were at the point in our lives where it was perfect time to meet! Everything is going amazingly well and I’m not gonna talk more abt that just so I don’t jinx it somehow, but I needed to point it out so I show that in almost all aspects of life I am being more than happy…
ALMOST all aspects…However I have this BIG BLACK cloud over my head… And it’s not going away…nor it will any time soon..
I miss my kids SOOOO FAAKIN much…It got to the point of almost physical pain every time I think of it…And as days go by I find no relief or comfort no matter what I do…I talk to them often but I just miss those little things they do every day, things they say, how they hug me and tell me they love me…It’s breaking my heart in pieces…
I know there’s nothing anyone here can do to help me but I just needed to get this out, it makes me feel better…Or at least I think so…I’m going in August back there for 2 weeks to take them to vacation down to a sea coast and I look forward to it SOOOOO bad…I just wish I could fall asleep with them in my arms just one night…And wake up knowing they with me…All sleepy and cute…And tell them how much I love them and how much they mean to me…And kiss their little sleepy heads and smell their hair…
OK, off I go…Enough of a mushy stuff….
Hope everybody has a nice weekend and keep in touch!!!!
Dejan
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