Welcome to my twisted mind!

Well,

like you all know, I moved back to Serbia… I haven’t been here for the longest time (9yrs) and a lot of things changed… Some for better and more for worse…

I am somehow adapting to this way of life, dialling my diet back on track and training vigorously even tho I got SOOOOO much on the go in the past  few weeks it’s borderline madness…

But that’s not what I wanted to talk abt…

What I wanted to say is how funny and great is in gyms here….

On one side we have Superstars(mostly female) dressed up like for a night out(fancy night out) with full makeup and bling, with silicone bursting out of every possible place you can put it in human body(and then some) and bouncing up and down on those cardio machines or flirting with personal trainer(and every one got one) they overpay for just so they can say they have one…It’s like a freak show at it’s best(or worst) and it ruins ones mood for a moment…Then you wander off into a darker side of the gym…Where many dare not go(HAHAHAHA…I watch too much Lord Of The Rings movies…) and you enter a black hole that warps you back into early 90′es…With the sound of Motorhead and Metallica, and clinging iron, you can hear grunting of a men, smell the sweat mixed with chalk and see the dirt on those weights and medieval machinery that still works…You can see creatures walking around in those wide 90’s pants, wearing Otomix deep shoes, and cut out sweats with Gold’s or World’s gym or Pitbull gym logo on them…Logo u can barely see for it’s been washed(or not washed) too many times…Weight are heavy, noise is almost too much to handle, there’s puke buckets for weak next to the power platforms and Arnold and Lou’s pictures on the walls… Weak have nothing to look for in there…Neither do kids… Or Superstars mentioned above… Its HARDCORE, it’s dirty and it stinks but it makes you dig deep inside yourself, let a scream out of your lungs gasping for air and bang those last couple of reps even you didn’t think you can do… I wouldn’t trade it for any fancy, new equipment, YMCA or other gym in the world… We even have a long chin-up bar that’s hanging of the ceiling on chains!! AWESOME!!!!

I’m having best workouts of my life in this place and wish every one of you could feel what I feel when in there…

Most of you know what I’m talking abt and you who don’t like it…Well, it’s ok…It really is!! Not everyone likes same things…But you’re missing out!!! 100%

SO much abt that…

I really miss all of my friends on here and I hope I will be able to write more…

I hope everyone is feeling great and having a blast doing what we doing!!!

Heads up and walk tall!! We ARE making the difference in this world!!!!

Luv ya all and thinking of ya EVERY freakin day!!!!

Well, I guess a lot of you my friends are wondering what happened to me…

I went for a vacation, but it wasn’t really a vacation…It was a tryout of something I long had in mind…Something I could only dream about but wanted to make it a reality… I never talked abt it because I wasn’t sure myself if I wanted to pursue that dream, if I had enough courage and strength to endure such change and I wasn’t gonna brag abt it before I was 100% sure myself and even before I put at least some things in motion…

I guess that time is now so I’m coming clean revealing my "Master Plan"(LMAO) and all of you who know me might be a little surprised by this but know that it’s been long this was cooking in the pot I like to call my head and it is finally done with.

I MOVED back to Serbia…YES u did read it correct!!! I moved back. This is where my heart is and where my family is and majority of my friends and on that side we as a family are soooooo happy for getting back.

Now…

Reason for it is simple…Well to me anyway…

I spent 9 wonderful years living in Canada and am thankful for that opportunity. If I could go back in time I would never change that. I got a chance  to work and get compensated for it, prosper both material and spiritual, see things and ppl otherwise I wouldn’t know existed…But I will tell you one thing… And some of you might agree…Some of you might recognize your selves in my words…Some of you might try to change ways they lived by till now…Some will just wave their hand and say I’m crazy…

Maybe coming here already grown up man has to do with it, but North American way of life, as great as it might be wasn’t for me…I felt very distant from my family all the time, it was very hard to find new friends and keep in touch with ones I had… I got into(and many of you WILL agree) everyday routine and was working hard, making money and when I stopped and looked back I reminded myself of a Hamster locked in that cage and running on that wheel of his, every day, day after day, same speed or little faster but still getting nowhere… And life itself reminded me of a speeding train flying by that same Hamster with very little chance of him ever getting of that wheel not to mention boarding the train eventually…Yes, I had financial security and success, nice house(paid off) 2 nice cars, bike, boat, seadoo and whatnot…But no or very little time to use it…And I wasn’t happy…I mean TRULY happy, feeling good inside, enjoying life… Somehow life in Canada made me realize I want my family close to me…I want to see my mom and brother EVERY day… I want my kids to have Grandmas and Grandpas…Other kid cousins to play with…PPl to see and visit Christmas and Easter time comes around…We are SOOOOO much happier here now… Maybe it’s hard to understand for some of you, maybe it’s too easy… That depends on who YOU are and what priorities you set for yourself. I judge no one so pls don’t judge me…

Of course, every big plan and life move has to have financial ground so it can work…On that side, I put in motion building a Sports Center with inside/outside professional tennis courts for rent, gym upstairs and restaurant downstairs…

It will be done in about 2-3 weeks and should workout great…

There, I hope I answered some of your questions and I hope you understand what I did and why…

I will be here on regular basis, keeping in touch with everyone who likes keeping in touch with me…Nothing changed except few thousands of miles between us…HAHHAAHAAHA

I still love you all and I do check on your profiles more than you think, I finally got set here for a bit and got cable internet so I will be checking on you even more so NO SLACKING!!!!!LMAO

Pls, as always, comments are welcome…Tell me what u think(except that I’m nuts, that we already know..LOL) and whish us luck!! If I make it all of you are invited to be my guests at some point…hahahahaa

Stay strong, stay focused and WANT ITTTT!!!!