Welcome to my twisted mind!

Well, many of you know me and those who know me well, would tell you I’m always positive, happy, I always joke around and care about others…

Today, however, I feel down…

Things in my life  didn’t exactly go the way I planned, they went exactly oposite actually, and with the chain of events that took place, I was left emotionaly drained and exausted…I don’t like that feeling, I hate it really…

I wish I could just block out all negative things and focus on good things life brings but it’s hard…I know many of you think of me as a strong person, like unbreachable Stone Fort, standing there polished by wind and rain and attempts to level it but still standing high and proud…And I am that Fort most of the time, but sometimes there are things from inside, not outside that are responsible for colaps…Those things are tricky, they sneak up on us, little by little they dig under our feet, they creep up and make home out of our soul and wait for a monent to strike…It’s a sum of things really, accumulated over years, whole life even…Sometimes we slow down or stop and those things catch up with us and beat us down like hammer…I wont let it happen to me, but it almost did…ALMOST but not quite!!! I’m still strong, I still believe in myself and my abbilities, I believe life is worth fighting for and I believe I CAN!!! I KNOW IT!!

It’s like in bodybuilding, more you tore your body down with exercise, stronger it emerges out of it…Same thing happens in life…More life knock us down and whipe floor with our asses, stronger we bounce back!!! YOU BETTER KNOW IT!! What doesn’t kill you, makes you stronger!!!! Except it ACTUALLY might kill you… And then you screwd!!!LOL

I wont come out and say what are things that are troubling me and dragging me towards bottom, those of you who know, you know for a reason and those of you who don’t, well…THere’s reason you don’t… SORRY!!!

I just want you to know I’m gonna be OK…I’m gonna be better than OK!!! I’m gonna be AWESOME!!! Just give me little time!! I need to gain strength and regroup myself in all aspects of life and get a GOOD plan and make it work!!!

IF WE ARE FACING THE RIGHT DIRECTION, ALL WE HAVE TO DO IS KEEP WALKING!!!

That is so true…Following the right path sometimes means we have to do hard things…Make almost imposible decisions…Hurt few souls on the way…But at the end, bigger picture matters…It’s all abt balance…Good and bad…

We just have to believe we can tell one from another…Make right choices!

Having said all this, I’m gonna go now and work on that plan…I’m gona put things to motion that needed to be addressed long time ago yetI failed to do so for God knows what reason…

One door closes but two new open up somewhere and I’m gonna find them…And keep believing in my judgment…Only then I can be at peace with my life…And myself!!

Thank you, my friends, for taking time to read and listen…Please don’t worry about me, I’m gonna be AWESOME!!!!

I love you and am grateful to know such wonderful people!!

Your Mad Serbian Idiot

As many of you already know, I’m going back to Europe to enjoy my long awaited time off with my kids…

I honestly can’t wait and only thing that is kinda throwing shade ove the whole thing is amount of travel I’m gonna have to do while doing it…17hr drive/wait/flight/wait/flight/drive to get there…ANother 10 hrs  driving down to a sea coast, then 10 days of heaven, then another 10hrs drive back, then another 17 hrs oversea travel and then flight to Houston from Buffalo and drive back to the Falls…All in 3 weeks…DAMN!! I get sick just thinkin abt it!!!

But I know  it’s worth it and I’m not complaining!!!

Be good and  stay on the top of things while I’m gone and take care of youreslf and each other, will ya??? I’ll be checkin in every now and then!!!!!

Luv ya and miss ya already!!!

Dejan

My life is good again… I’m back in Canada, back on my feet, starting from Ground Zero YET AGAIN but not complaining…My injuries are history, my problems are taken care of mostly and I look into future with open mind and smile on my face…

I was lucky enough to find a special person to share this new life with and  we both were at the point in our lives where it was perfect time to meet! Everything is going amazingly well and I’m not gonna talk more abt that just so I don’t jinx it somehow, but I needed to point it out so I show that in almost all aspects of life I am being more than happy…

ALMOST all aspects…However I have this BIG BLACK cloud over my head… And it’s not going away…nor it will any time soon..

I miss my kids SOOOO FAAKIN much…It got to the point of almost physical pain every time I think of it…And as days go by I find no relief or comfort no matter what I do…I talk to them often but I just miss those little things they do every day, things they say, how they hug me and tell me they love me…It’s breaking my heart in pieces…

I know there’s nothing anyone here can do to help me but I just needed to get this out, it makes me feel better…Or at least I think so…I’m going in August back there for 2 weeks to take them to vacation down to a sea coast and I look forward to it SOOOOO bad…I just wish I could fall asleep with them in my arms just one night…And wake up knowing they with me…All sleepy and cute…And tell them how much I love them and how much they mean to me…And kiss their little sleepy heads and smell their hair…

OK, off I go…Enough of a mushy stuff….

Hope everybody has a nice weekend and keep in touch!!!!

Dejan

I didn’t blog for a looooong ass time…I don’t have a reason for it! Just wasn’t up for it I guess…

I’m not gonna address any things in particular this time, just kinda sort my thoughts over this period of time and let you know where I stand and how my head is…

As you all know I never stopped tracking your profiles, I kept motivating and being motivated…You guys help me stay on track in and out of the gym and bodybuilding in general…

I found some true friends on here, I found endless support(I also tried to not hold back providing one), I found out there’s still good ppl out there, funny, determined, strong, courageous and hardcore…I found out those special ppl are drawn to me as well which tells me that I must not be that bad after all…HAHAAHHA

I also dealt with some HEAVY issues over past year or so…Work, family, Canada, Serbia, Canada again…It sucks when you get into battle you need to fight alone…For sometimes ALONE you stand and there’s no backup, no greater plan, no cavalry coming to the rescue…I decided to do it my way, only way I know…I jumped in life’s face emptyhanded, with opened arms, barechested and angry…Like in front of a speeding train…Or a firing squad…And I let it fire at me with all it’s might!!! And I absorbed it, didn’t try to avoid impact!! Then I striked back…With all I had and after dust settled and all was done I realized I was still standing!!! Somewhat broken, somewhat drained…Robbed of some things but still strong!!! Still proud!!! I know this makes little sense to most of you but trust me if I get into details it’ll take forever…

I’m not sure if that battle was victory or a draw but at the end it doesn’t really matters…What matters is that I didn’t get defeated…And I take pride in that.

And my reward was sudden, unexpected and unreal!!! I gained something Godsent, something I long forgot existed…Something we all strive for but seldom find…I consider myself so lucky, so blessed that I would fight same fight 100 times over if I knew reward would be the same…My life is changing rapidly, I’m working toward speeding up those changes, but it looks like everything is going on all by itself just fine… I think things that happened to me in my life all led to this point…They made me who I am, made me better man…Made me stubborn and determined, made me persuasive. We seldom get a chance to change our life for better in a single swoop and I took mine with force, like drowning man grabs onto a rope…Like Lion grabs on a flesh in dry season when hunger threatens to wear him down…I’m holding on to it with iron grip and am not abt to let it go…This is my time, this is my life and I will claim it and emerge victorious from this war!! YES, war…Battles are won and lost but at the end all it counts is winning the War!! And I intend to…I fought many battles in my life…Figuratively AND for real…I fought many wars…My own and other ppl’s wars…I never WON!!!! This is my war now and I WILL WIN!!! I have to, there’s no other way…But now I got something I never had before….I have my back watched, I have my pool of energy and stamina I can feed off, I have reason to go beyond my human possibilities and I WILL…I don’t stand alone anymore!!!! I have army with me…Strong, wicked army and angel on my shoulder whispering in my ear that I CAN and that I WILL!!!!!! I feel sorry for anybody or anything that might stand in our way for I will crush it with one look…And wont look back for a second!!!!

I finally found what I was looking for all this time…I found myself…Yes, I found MYSELF, but only after I found something else…Someone else…Who helped me realize who I am and what I’m destined to do… I wont say thank you…I wont say much…I will ACT and my actions will be stronger than any words known to man!!!

So….

TO sum this up….

I could have never imagined this site will bring to me what it did…I’m blessed with everybody’s friendship and love and I’m running out of words to describe it…It doesn’t matter, those of you who know me already k now what I mean and I told you million times how much you mean to me…And those who DON’T know me…Sorry, this was not really meant for you to read…Feel free to do it anyway….Maybe you learn something from my experience…Maybe you wish to be my friend…And I will welcome you to this circle…Together we are unbeatable!!!!
I love everybody and am thankful for everything you guys did for me over this time….

No words left…Just big, warm emotional blast radiating away from me, spreading waves to you….

Peace out and keep it real!!!!!!!!!!
Deki

Ok, I’m back in Canada…Been here for a week or so…After 6 months of living back in Europe one thing caught my eye!!! Watching TV I noticed almost EVERY commercial was offering some kind of greasy, salty, carb loaded, sugary fast food or frozen microwaveable product or just something disgusting in general!!!!! I kid you not!! Living in here you might overlook that fact but its a cold truth!!! I didn’t see any supplement advertisements, or gym commercials…Occasional Bowflex add, where they offer a workout lasting 10mins for killer body in convenience of your own home so you don’t have excuse of ever going out that front door again!!! Of course its easy to store and "takes almost NO space" so u can put it away and forget abt it till they get you to buy something even more useless…God!!! It made me sick!!! Then you have this commercial where two kids are sitting in the living room being pulled in and levitated by TV beams and Dad walks in and calls them out to kitchen saving them from sure disaster only to find out he brought doughnuts for them all glazed and yummy and nothing less but 24 pack?!?!?!?! "America runs on Dunkin!!! Keeping families together!!!" WHAT A HYPOCRISM!!!! HOW DARE THEY?!?!?!?!?!!? It made me want to throw up!!!!! Wake up people!!!! They are poisoning you with CRAP!!!! If you see food commercial 500 times a day, chances are you WILL give in to some kind of cheat!!!You cant help it!! I’m sure a huge team of psychologists is behind all that telling them exactly how many times they should run it for optimum public addiction!!  And they are targeting children and teens mostly!!!! Shouldn’t that be an offense?? Shouldn’t someone be held responsible and pay for all that?? I guess not!!!! And once our kids are all fat and sick they’ll offer a miracle fat burning pill at more than affordable price with many but acceptable side effects(cuz ANYTHING is healthier then being fat and in risk of many things that lifestyle is bringing to you) so again they WILL use their board of experts to sell you this product…And Again they’ll get rich!!! And again no body will get punished… Till someone has enough and goes on a rampage shooting 20 ppl or worse but then they’ll say he/she was a terrorist…Or mentally unstable…Or was using products their competition is selling…And darkness will cover everything soon…And it makes me want to scream!!!!! Pls, let me know how you feel abt this issue and let us be heard somehow!!!!! We can be the change we want to see in the world!!!! Us, fitness freaks!!!! Wake up and smell the roses and do SOMETHING for crying out loud!!!!!

Well, after a long time sitting on my glutes I decided(against what Doctor told me of course) it was time to go back to the gym…So I did…And for the past 3 days I’ve been doing what I do best…LIFT!!

I joined senior group and put wrist weights and we did airplane like circles around the gym….

NAAAAAHHHH!!!! Just kidding…

But I did use EXTREMELY light weights…Somehow word "extremely" and "light weights" doesnt sound right…Anywho…

I used light weights and I did higher number of reps and even that caused me to have muscle soreness next day…Good soreness that is. My injuries stayed untouched, I was carefull through entire workout, did my warmup and progressively increased weight as I went and it felt great…

I think in a month or so I’ll be back to my old, healthy self throwing usuall weights around…

I also dialed in my diet and am doing cardio 4 times per week lightly too…

I DID miss a chance to participate in this upcoming show I hoped to get ready for but there’s always next one, so I dont worry too much!!

I want to thank everybody on here for support and kind words and encouragement through this tough times, thanks for believing in me and keeping me entertained in the long hours of doing nothing, waiting to get better…

You guys mean a lot to me and know I will always be there for you should u need me for anything…Even the smallest little thing!

Ok now,if I have to work with girly weights doesnt mean I should get all mushy on here so I’ll stop right now and man it out!!LMAO

Seriously tho, I love you all and will never forget what u did for me!!!!

D.

As many of you already know I got hit by a car…SUV that is…As a pedestrian…

And lemme tell you, whatever we may think or how strong we feel, we are still VERY fragile and unprotected as I found out the hard way… I’m not gonna go into details and tell the story…All u need to know is that he was drunk, young, cocky and out of control… Speeding in a school zone and I got hit on pedestrian crossing…With speedbumps and all…

Moment of impact was VERY hard and I flu through the air…But I had plenty of time to think abt stuff as I was airbourne…LOL

Kinda like in the movies, in slow motion almost…I remember clearly the sound of his front hiting me in the back(thank God I heard no cracks, altho I DO have ribs broken) I can clearly remember faces of ppl around me as I was catapulted, jaws droppend, eyes bulging…It’s kinda funny now when I remember that… I even had time to think how I’m gonna land…SHould I fall on my back, or try to get on my feet, or why not land on both elbows…Yeah thats a good idea!!!! It turned out it WASN’T!!!!HAHAAHAHAHHA

But I didn’t have much choice…I was holding something in my arms… And that something was NOT to be damaged…

And so I flew!! And then BAAMMMM!!!! LAnding wasn’t the softest…Crack noise check!!!!! All clear!! Once again I avoided fracture!! Couple of scratch free rolls on the concrete(thank God I had thick leather jacket) and I was safe again… Checked my baggage… No damage..COOL!!!!

Got up, walked to the car and realized airbags deployed on it!!!LMAO I was pretty big target to hit I guess…What brought joy to my soul was a sight of him bleading out of his nose(he hit the airbag on impact) so I grabbed him by neck and pulled him out and make sure that nose blead doesn’t stop anytime soon…Turns out his nose was broken but we’ll never know if it was before or after I landed a few on it!!!HAHAHAAHA

Adrenalin was pumpin’, I felt good and security guys from school had quite a task to wrestle me of that idiot and calm me down… Then I remember my own safety and quickly checked myself for bleading and more fractures…I knew ribs were broken, I had trouble breathing and it happened before…Not a big deal…Couldnt check my back but they were numb anyways… Then I felt it like mountain sitting on the top of me… I just felt drained and weak and were sitting down waiting for the ambulance…They got me to the hospital, did too many check ups(thank God I wasn’t planning on having more kids, after all those x-rays I dont think I can anymore…LMAO), they wrapped my ribs up and sent me home…

Today I feel great!!! I mean, it hurts like HELL!!!! But I feel great to be alive and well!! I feel great that @sshole is in jail!! I feel great I’m gonna be ok in a little bit and visit him in that jail and laugh in his face!! And at his broken nose!!!!

At first I was devastated, I hate feeling weak and injured!! I hated the fact that my competition prep is over…I hated that I have to stop training…That I cant do things I normaly do… It was my son’s Birthday friday and my wifes Bday on thursday…They got a nice present…Alive ME!!!!!!HAHAAHAHA

I know it’s not much but it is to me!!! I like me!!!I couldnt ask for anything more on my B-day!!!LMAO

Can you tell I got too much time on my hands now?? I can move my left leg much more(it was kinda numb from impact for a while) and I can arch my back a little…It doesn’t look pretty but I’m getting better by minute!! At least my spirits are up!! As you can hopefuly see!!

All i wanted to say here(before I went on a writting rampage) was that we don’t know what tomorrow brings…It might be nice , but most likely it wont be so nice after all…So we need to live every day to it’s fullest and enjoy life as much as we can!!! Tell that someone you love them or that other someone you hate them…You might not get another chance!!!

Ah yes!!! And train HARD!!!! Doctor told me that only thanks to my build I got away with almost no injuries…She said most of the time ppl hit like that end up dead or in a wheelchair!! So, if you needed an excuse to get your @ss out of that chair and on treadmill there’s one for ya!!!!

And one last thing…Just in case tomorrow has someting BAD for me…LOL

I LUV YA ALL!!!!! YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST!!!!!! HAHAAHAHAAHAHA

As many of you already know I got hit by a car…SUV that is…As a pedestrian…

And lemme tell you, whatever we may think aor how strong we feel, we are still VERY fragile and unprotected as I found out the hard way… I’m not gonna go into details and tell the story…All u need to know is that he was drunk, young, cocky and out of control… Speeding in a school zone and I got hit on pedestrian crossing…With speedbumps and all…

Moment of impact was VERY hard and I flu through the air…But I had plenty of time to think abt stuff as I was airbourne…LOL

Kinda like in the movies, in slow motion almost…I remember clearly the sound of his front hiting me in the back(thank God I heard no cracks, altho I DO have ribs broken) I can clearly remember faces of ppl around me as I was catapulted, jaws droppend, eyes bulging…It’s kinda funny now when I remember that… I even had time to think how I’m gonna land…SHould I fall on my back, or try to get on my feet, or why not land on both elbows…Yeah thats a good idea!!!! It turned out it WASN’T!!!!HAHAAHAHAHHA

But I didn’t have much choice…I was holding something in my arms… And that something was NOT to be damaged…

And so I flew!! And then BAAMMMM!!!! LAnding wasn’t the softest…Crack noise check!!!!! All clear!! Once again I avoided fracture!! Couple of scratch free rolls on the concrete(thank God I had thick leather jacket) and I was safe again… Checked my baggage… No damage..COOL!!!!

Got up, walked to the car and realized airbags deployed on it!!!LMAO I was pretty big target to hit I guess…What brouth joy to my soul was a sight of him bleading out of his nose(he hit the airbag on impact) so I grabbed him by neck and pulled him out and make sure that nose blead doesn’t stop anytime soon…Turns out his nose was broken but we’ll never know if it was before or after I landed a few on it!!!HAHAHAAHA

Adrenalin was pumpin’, I felt good and security guys from school had quite a task to wrestle me of that idiot and calm me down… Then I remember my own safety and quickly checked myself for bleading and more fractures…I knew ribs were broken, I had trouble breathing and it happened before…Not a big deal…Couldnt check my back but they were numb anyways… Then I felt it like mountain sitting on the top of me… I just felt drained and weak and were sitting down waiting for the ambulance…They got me to the hospital, did too many check ups(thank God I wasn’t planning on having more kids, after all those x-rays I dont think I can anymore…LMAO), they wrapped my ribs up and sent me home…

Today I feel great!!! I mean, it hurts like HELL!!!! But I feel great to be alive and well!! I feel great that @sshole is in jail!! I feel great I’m gonna be ok in a little bit and visit him in that jail and laugh in his face!! And at his broken nose!!!!

At first I was devastated, I hate feeling weak and injured!! I hated the fact that my competition prep is over…I hated that I have to stop training…That I cant do things I normaly do… It was my son’s Birthday friday and my wifes Bday on thursday…They got a nice present…Alive ME!!!!!!HAHAAHAHA

I know it’s not much but it is to me!!! I like me!!!I couldnt ask for anything more on my B-day!!!LMAO

Can you tell I got too much time on my hands now?? I can move my left leg much more(it was kinda numb from impact for a while) and I can arch my back a little…It doesn’t look pretty but I’m getting better by minute!! At least my spirits are up!! As you can hopefuly see!!

All i wanted to say here(before I went on a writting rampage) was that we don’t know what tomorrow brings…It might be nice , but it’s most likely it wont be so nice after all…So we need to live every day to it’s fullest and enjoy life as much as we can!!! Tell that someone you love them or that other someone you hate them…You might not get another chance!!!

Ah yes!!! And train HARD!!!! Doctor told me that only thanks to my build I got away with almost no injuries…She said most of the time ppl hit like that end up dead or in a wheelchair!! So, if you needed an excuse to get your @ss out of that chair and on treadmill there’s one for ya!!!!

And one last thing…Just in case tomorrow has someting BAD for me…LOL

I LUV YA ALL!!!!! YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST!!!!!! HAHAAHAHAAHAHA

Well,

like you all know, I moved back to Serbia… I haven’t been here for the longest time (9yrs) and a lot of things changed… Some for better and more for worse…

I am somehow adapting to this way of life, dialling my diet back on track and training vigorously even tho I got SOOOOO much on the go in the past  few weeks it’s borderline madness…

But that’s not what I wanted to talk abt…

What I wanted to say is how funny and great is in gyms here….

On one side we have Superstars(mostly female) dressed up like for a night out(fancy night out) with full makeup and bling, with silicone bursting out of every possible place you can put it in human body(and then some) and bouncing up and down on those cardio machines or flirting with personal trainer(and every one got one) they overpay for just so they can say they have one…It’s like a freak show at it’s best(or worst) and it ruins ones mood for a moment…Then you wander off into a darker side of the gym…Where many dare not go(HAHAHAHA…I watch too much Lord Of The Rings movies…) and you enter a black hole that warps you back into early 90′es…With the sound of Motorhead and Metallica, and clinging iron, you can hear grunting of a men, smell the sweat mixed with chalk and see the dirt on those weights and medieval machinery that still works…You can see creatures walking around in those wide 90’s pants, wearing Otomix deep shoes, and cut out sweats with Gold’s or World’s gym or Pitbull gym logo on them…Logo u can barely see for it’s been washed(or not washed) too many times…Weight are heavy, noise is almost too much to handle, there’s puke buckets for weak next to the power platforms and Arnold and Lou’s pictures on the walls… Weak have nothing to look for in there…Neither do kids… Or Superstars mentioned above… Its HARDCORE, it’s dirty and it stinks but it makes you dig deep inside yourself, let a scream out of your lungs gasping for air and bang those last couple of reps even you didn’t think you can do… I wouldn’t trade it for any fancy, new equipment, YMCA or other gym in the world… We even have a long chin-up bar that’s hanging of the ceiling on chains!! AWESOME!!!!

I’m having best workouts of my life in this place and wish every one of you could feel what I feel when in there…

Most of you know what I’m talking abt and you who don’t like it…Well, it’s ok…It really is!! Not everyone likes same things…But you’re missing out!!! 100%

SO much abt that…

I really miss all of my friends on here and I hope I will be able to write more…

I hope everyone is feeling great and having a blast doing what we doing!!!

Heads up and walk tall!! We ARE making the difference in this world!!!!

Luv ya all and thinking of ya EVERY freakin day!!!!

Well, I guess a lot of you my friends are wondering what happened to me…

I went for a vacation, but it wasn’t really a vacation…It was a tryout of something I long had in mind…Something I could only dream about but wanted to make it a reality… I never talked abt it because I wasn’t sure myself if I wanted to pursue that dream, if I had enough courage and strength to endure such change and I wasn’t gonna brag abt it before I was 100% sure myself and even before I put at least some things in motion…

I guess that time is now so I’m coming clean revealing my "Master Plan"(LMAO) and all of you who know me might be a little surprised by this but know that it’s been long this was cooking in the pot I like to call my head and it is finally done with.

I MOVED back to Serbia…YES u did read it correct!!! I moved back. This is where my heart is and where my family is and majority of my friends and on that side we as a family are soooooo happy for getting back.

Now…

Reason for it is simple…Well to me anyway…

I spent 9 wonderful years living in Canada and am thankful for that opportunity. If I could go back in time I would never change that. I got a chance  to work and get compensated for it, prosper both material and spiritual, see things and ppl otherwise I wouldn’t know existed…But I will tell you one thing… And some of you might agree…Some of you might recognize your selves in my words…Some of you might try to change ways they lived by till now…Some will just wave their hand and say I’m crazy…

Maybe coming here already grown up man has to do with it, but North American way of life, as great as it might be wasn’t for me…I felt very distant from my family all the time, it was very hard to find new friends and keep in touch with ones I had… I got into(and many of you WILL agree) everyday routine and was working hard, making money and when I stopped and looked back I reminded myself of a Hamster locked in that cage and running on that wheel of his, every day, day after day, same speed or little faster but still getting nowhere… And life itself reminded me of a speeding train flying by that same Hamster with very little chance of him ever getting of that wheel not to mention boarding the train eventually…Yes, I had financial security and success, nice house(paid off) 2 nice cars, bike, boat, seadoo and whatnot…But no or very little time to use it…And I wasn’t happy…I mean TRULY happy, feeling good inside, enjoying life… Somehow life in Canada made me realize I want my family close to me…I want to see my mom and brother EVERY day… I want my kids to have Grandmas and Grandpas…Other kid cousins to play with…PPl to see and visit Christmas and Easter time comes around…We are SOOOOO much happier here now… Maybe it’s hard to understand for some of you, maybe it’s too easy… That depends on who YOU are and what priorities you set for yourself. I judge no one so pls don’t judge me…

Of course, every big plan and life move has to have financial ground so it can work…On that side, I put in motion building a Sports Center with inside/outside professional tennis courts for rent, gym upstairs and restaurant downstairs…

It will be done in about 2-3 weeks and should workout great…

There, I hope I answered some of your questions and I hope you understand what I did and why…

I will be here on regular basis, keeping in touch with everyone who likes keeping in touch with me…Nothing changed except few thousands of miles between us…HAHHAAHAAHA

I still love you all and I do check on your profiles more than you think, I finally got set here for a bit and got cable internet so I will be checking on you even more so NO SLACKING!!!!!LMAO

Pls, as always, comments are welcome…Tell me what u think(except that I’m nuts, that we already know..LOL) and whish us luck!! If I make it all of you are invited to be my guests at some point…hahahahaa

Stay strong, stay focused and WANT ITTTT!!!!