debbie bell’s BodyBlog

I AM SO SORRY TO DELIVER BAD NEWS.. .. and especially sorry to discuss what I have been going through  being that I truly prayed and believed that this would have been ended by now.  .. I have two herniated discs in my lumbar spine .. I know how this happened however reason not needed to be so much relevant at the moment . what is relevant is the fact that ..LOL .. no one seems to really understand the severity of what .. of the G-D damn pain I am in… I will succumb and admit to you that I did not understand myself how awful back pain was to others..  till this incident happened to me !!   The most SADDEST thing about this is that the people I thought cared about me .. have proven to show their true colors — gosh .. as I will not go explicitly  into detail .. cause those of you that know me and the way I am and write.. will understand .. .. and I know why .. though they might not think I do .. I do ..
I truly do not care to those I do not make sense to .. it is only those that truly do understand what I am saying and the unbelievable culprits that have bestowed this upon me DO KNOW what I am saying .. and I so do not pray for them ill.. I just pray to G-D that justice be done .. especially since those DO know what they have done!! And I shall tell you that EVERY single time in my life as I have done good G-D has done justice to those that are bad!!  If one has bad .. ill thoughts of one other human being .. than .. than they are not worthy of this life .. those ill thoughts they think .. is just.. well is what causes war amounts us .. and in my life .. my mind .. my life my soul .. I could NEVER.. IMAGINE .. harm against another human being — I leave it in G-D’s hands…. which always .. always .. ends in serenity..

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