I’ve been training now for just over 3 months now and have wavered a lot over the last 6 weeks. I hit a real low a couple of weeks ago where I thought I was not getting any results, which along with a set of other events led me to make an attempt on my own life. Needless to say I failed and I am so grateful to my mum who helped me through a very tough time. The following weeks I had tried to keep up the training as well as my running, but was barely able to get to the gym twice a week and go out for 2 runs a week, bad for someone who for a month was doing both everyday and really enjoying it, to say the least I’m a disappointed with myself.
2 weeks ago I took delivery of a new supplement stack and engaged in a very strict diet. I am absolutely over joyed that I did.
I went to put on a pair of jeans for working outside in the garden and noticed once I had put them on that it was not the pair I had intended on wearing, but a pair I had worn 4 years ago and had kept saying that one day I would wear them again. I had tried them on at the start of February when I decided to change my life around but couldn’t get them anywhere close to doing up. My stomach was so big I couldn’t even pull them up properly. Now they fit!!!!!
I was so exstatic I decided to dive into a bag of other clothes I had kept for this day and tried on one of the nicest shirts I’ve ever owned and it fits me again, but better still I’m filling out the sleeves. I hadn’t really thought much of my arms until a friend had made a comment last week saying that my arms were starting to get a nice chape to them. I didn’t believe her until that shirt went on.
I now have a renewd energy and feel a little bigger in my upper body, not sure if this is purely down to the coompliment or that I’m training harder when I do get there. I know I’m lifting more and running harder and think thats down to the supp stack which includes a testosterone booster.
Now the next 3 months are going to be the most rewarding of my life, not only because I’m going to train haqrder or without the pitfalls I had, but because I really want them to be. I want a physique that I can be proud of and I want to be able to show of my achievements to everyone especially my peers, which includes all of you on this site. I read various posts and blogs, from which I take in as many tips as possible, you are all my mentors in a way and I hope that I can in a matter of speaking make you proud of me as I know I am going to be.
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