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Fear of success

Monday, August 10th, 2009

Another weekend of overeating.  Not just regular run-of-the-mill overeating.  This was Championship Overeating Extravaganza 2009!  Ok, not that bad, and it really only was one massive meal where we went to this really awesome buffet for brunch…but if you also tack on all the other little bits that went along with it, it’s not so bad really.  I’m also not that upset over it.  Shizz happens…I’ll get over it.  Switched up the workout today.  Felt good.  Didn’t shower tho…hope I don’t stink up the office.  (I laid on extra deodorant just to make sure).
Anyways,  the title of my post today is fear of success, as you can plainly see.  I got an article today e-mailed to me and it talked about how we subconciously self-sabotage ourselves because we fear success.  It’s a real, documented thing.  (Why didn’t my wife mention this to me?  She’s the phych major!)  Anyways, I thought it was tremendously interesting, and really spoke volumes to me about what I’ve been doing to myself.  I won’t reprint the article that was sent to me, but I googled "fear of success" and got a great result on the first link.  l put here for you to check out…

http://psychology.suite101.com/article.cfm/how_fear_of_success_works

Interesting stuff indeed….

How to cut the fat?

Wednesday, June 24th, 2009

Why is it so hard to lose fat?  I had a look at my progress in terms of %age of body fat, and I’ve gone from 30% to 28.1%.  That’s almost a 2% loss.  I started at 230.  So that would mean I loss 4.6 lbs of body fat.  Yet, I’m 222 this morning.  So yeah, loss of muscle mass…  :(   Should I just forego the trying to gain and cut at the same time and just focus on one?

If so, then I’d have to change my workout.  I’m currently doing 15 reps per exercise…I could go down to 6-8 and try to put on mass.  But then what’s the best way to eat?  Like a horse?  I mean, you’re working hard enough at the gym as it is!  But then you’re putting on fat.

Granted, the whole time wasn’t super careful eating, and I did regress some, but seriously?  I think I train pretty hard (4-5 days a week) and I think I’m eating well, but I’m just a little concerned the fat isn’t coming off as fast or as easily as I would like it to.  There’s so much conficting evidence out there about how to do it, which pills to take, how many times you should be going to the bathroom (ok, this is a stretch, but I bet if you looked hard enough, you’d find an article that says that…), that it gets super overwhelming.  I also don’t have disposable income for a personal trainer or nutritionist. 

It’s all so very frustrating…almost to the point of being a little despondent over it…

Bah!

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Aaaand…we’re back!

Thursday, June 4th, 2009

Ok. so after a brief hiatus to have babies and junk, I’m (mostly) back to regularly scheduled programming.  During my 2 weeks off at home, I did not eat properly, train or do anything right to further towards my goal.

I rock.

So I’m back a little heavier, I was a little less motivated (since corrected), and was not eating properly.  But as I’m back to work now, I can hit the gym at lunch again and I went for a run again last night.  I look forward to more regular blog posts and continuing to update my other stats and junk…  See you soon!

2 weeks in…

Sunday, May 3rd, 2009

Well, it’s been 2 weeks since I started really tracking my progress and writing in this blog.  Looking at my results gives me mixed feelings.  The good part is that I’ve lost 5.2 pounds in 2 weeks, but I’ve only lost 1.8% bodyfat over this period of time.  Hm…puncing the numbers into a calculator, this means that I’ve actually lost 4.14 pounds of fat and I guess a pound of other stuff.  I hope it’s not muscle, but I guess it could easily be that.  I guess that’s not so bad after all. 

Talking about it doesn’t seem like a long time (what’s 2 weeks?) but actually living the 2 weeks and looking back on it, I feel like it’s been longer.  I guess this is why I could lose my motivation, as I can see myself getting tired of this gradual progress.  I think writing this blog and tracking my progress will keep up my progress.  I’m also posting this link over on my Facebook page for any of my friends to come check out.  I’m hoping that by doing that I have a bit of a cheering section, or even people interested enough to keep coming back to check on my progress (thanks if you came over from there).

About those pics….first ones were shockingly horrible (I certainly didn’t know that you could grab a fistful on my back), but I seem to be making some progress.  We’ll see how things go in 2 weeks…assuming I manage to find a way to incorporate this new baby into a workout regiment…

Food is tough to stick too.  I like food…I’ve been better, but still room for improvement.  I’d like a week of "living absolutely clean" with good workouts - just to see what the results would look like after a week…

In the beginning…

Sunday, April 19th, 2009

I was introduced to strength training by older brothers of a friend I went to school with.  They were working out in their basement one day, and I was wondering what they were doing.  I distincly remember them showing me how to do a concentration curl.  Of course, as I was in around Grade 6, I was weak and could barely do what they were doing.  I also remember it hurt.  I still found it interesting, and you could say that - at that point - that’s when the fitness bug first bit me.

Now I was skinny.  Very skinny.  Tall and skinny.  In high school I was over 6 feet tall and maybe 150 pounds soaking wet (and that was after I had started working out…that’s just what I remember).  I remember looking through the local paper and finding an ad for a weight set.  50 bucks.  I asked my dad if I could get it, and he did.  I remember it was winter and quite cold, and on a Saturday we went over to the guys’ place to buy the set. 

The set was an old red Weider incline bench with 3 steel iron rods (2 dumbbells and a barbell) with stainless steel sleeves, a few collars and around 150 lbs in weights.  They were blue Weider weights that were filled with sand.  The incline bench had been reinforced with a 2×4 so it wouldn’t tip over, as it was quite skinny.  The guy I bought it from sure looked like he had used it.  He had muscles.  Maybe not big ones, but he was a bigger dude.  We gave him his money and threw the set in the back of the truck and took it home.

I set it up in my bedroom.  My room was in the basement and it was a fairly good side, so in it went.  I started reading into how to actually work out, since I didn’t have the slightest clue.  I remember the first book that I read that really got into the practice of lifting weights. 

I think initially got it from the library, but I would go on to buy it, as it was just that good of a book.  It was called Getting Stronger by Bill Pearl.  That book was AWESOME!!  There were programs in there for all sorts of sports, from basic bodybuilding to windsurfing.  Along with the guide saying how to perform all the lifting, there was nutrition information, a history of Mr. Pearl (which fascianted me in its’ own rights), and I think even a guide as to how to stretch.  I loved that book.  I took my first workouts from that book and followed them to a tee.  I had that book for years, and in university I lent it to a friend.  I’m not sure what happened to it after that.  He said he gave it back to me, but I don’t think he did.  Anyways, that book was the foundation for all my future weight training endeavors.

Of course, in high school there was also the school gym that had the monolithic universal machine in it (I swear it was straight out of 1969), but I wasn’t confident enough to go and use the weight room in high school.  See, like I said, I was skinny, and also a bit of a nerd (maybe a lot of a nerd) and didn’t take jeering well.  I did try using from time to time, but I would mostly work out at home.

I remember one of the first supplements I took.  It was some sort of Weider’s weight gain powder.  I remember the picture on it had Mr. Weider with his big mustache smiling and it was blue and yellow on a cardboard can.  I didn’t like it very much, and I wasn’t sure I was using it right.  I never did finish that first can, as I found it years later.  I chucked it out straight away, as I was too scared to open it…

A short time later, my parents got me a new weight bench for Christmas.  Along with the incline bench, it had a squat bar, and leg extension/leg curl/preacher curl attachments.  That one was black, and it was a lot softer than the red Weider bench.  I enjoyed that one too.  I moved the red Weider out of my room and setup the black one in there.

One last thing to mention about the red Weider is - one summer I decided to work out outside.  I brought it outside and carried some weights out.  It was quite warm, but I still got a bit if a workout in.  There was a girl that lived a few houses over who I guess noticed me.  I should note that at this point, girls were pretty much non-exitent in my life (see the nerd point above), nor would the be a part for years to come.  I didn’t know much about this girl at that point, other than who she was, but she ended up calling me a little while later.  Just to chat.  I guess something caught her eye.  Nothing did come of it, but looking back on it, I can’t help but smile a little at this little story.

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First Post

Saturday, April 18th, 2009

Well, here goes nothing…

I’m tall.  I’ve also come to realize that I’m overweight.  I don’t know exactly when it happened, but I do know how.  I really want to lose this weight, get healthy, get lean, (possibly get ripped, win a few Mr. Olympias, make some movies, become governor, etc…)…um…wait…that’s been done.

But seriously…I’m sick of not having the same energy I used to have.  I feel guilty about not having the energy to play with my kids as much as I desire to.  I don’t like how my knees hurt sometimes.  I don’t like how I eat. 

I want to change!

I am going to try to use this blog as a tool to outlet my pains and gains as I undertake this new chapter in my life.  I’m hoping by continuing to maintain it and actually tracking my progress on BodySpace, I will continue to motivate myself, possibly inspire others, and maybe meet a few friends along the way to both gain and give support.  I’m not quite sure what to expect from all this, but I am excited to finally take hold of the control in my life and settle my stuff…

So without further hesitation, off I go…

Goodbye Old CPielak.  Hello future.

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