what is wrong with me?
Do i want to die? Thats what I seem to be heading for. The big sleep , a dirt nap, six feet under. shouldnt i be scared! The doctor looked me in the face and said and i quote " I dont know which will kill you first heart attack or stroke" I made a joke about a bus!! wtf! What will it take? I quit smoking…easy, I quit drinking… evan easier. why cant I stop over eating? Food and thoughts about food seem to rule my life. Gotta eat to live… right? Hello my name is Jim and i am an adict. My drug of choice is food. I think about food more than I think about sex…almost…a close second maybe. thanks for letting me rant, just writing this down makes me feel a little better. JP
May 19, 2009 at 8:47 pm
Umm yeah….thats you and me! I think about food 90% of the time…..you know how i stop doing it!? I follow a meal plan so i dont think about it…keeps me stable..just eat the same thing and cook in advance so my thoughts dont have to revolve around food and what i am going to eat…also i fill my days up with school, training, work, homework and anything just so i dont think about eating….hope this helps a little