cjspapa’s BodyBlog

Do i want to die? Thats what I seem to be heading for. The big sleep , a dirt nap, six feet under. shouldnt i be scared! The doctor looked me in the face and said and i quote " I dont know which will kill you first heart attack or stroke"  I made a joke about a bus!! wtf! What will it take? I quit smoking…easy, I quit drinking… evan easier. why cant I stop over eating? Food and thoughts about food seem to rule my life. Gotta eat to live… right? Hello my name is Jim and i am an adict. My drug of choice is food. I think about food more than I think about sex…almost…a close second maybe. thanks for letting me rant, just writing this down makes me feel a little better. JP

Crap, between the pain in my foot and knees and the moter going out in my van I cant catch a break. Doctor cant seem to find a Blood pressure pill that works. It would be so easy to give up. Thats what i have done in the past, bail out when it became hard. If I dont change now I never will.

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