cjones_07’s BodyBlog

I weighed myself last week and realized I gained sooo much weight over the holidays. I can’t even say how much because its embarassing. I know what I need to do but I choose to do nothing. I’m so disappointed in myself…as a woman and as a mother. It just really sucks…constantly thinking about food….constantly putting myself down when I fail….I just wish it would all stop. Will it ever for me??

I know that is a defeating attitude but its hard to not be that way. I read so many peoples stories and think why can’t I be that person? What makes me so different? Ugh! I just need a workout fairy and a nutrition fairy…any takers?