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I don’t really want to write this blog, but I ****ed up this weekend.

I don’t think much needs to be said, except for maybe what I did.

Since it was Father’s Day, and I’m broke as shit, I decided that it would be the best thing I could do for my dad to come with on a trip to various casinos in the area.  In doing so, I had no money to gamble with, and every time I wanted a meal, I had to some how come up with money to do so…not happening.  So I kinda had to take what I could get, even though I knew it was a bad idea.

It’s a new week.

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So, it’s Friday and I’ve almost made it through an entire week of cutting.  I’m starting to get to the point now where I feel that I need to do more, but at the same time I’m thinking doing more will be counterproductive in recovery on my part.  Going back to previous times of cutting, though, I can see myself using that as an excuse, which it probably is today also.

Yesterday started out good with the sun out and all, but my diet turned to shit kind of quickly after that.  Not that it went horribly wrong, but I just wasn’t happy with it.  I probably only got down about 96 oz. of water, the time between meals was either too short or too long, and I found myself using regular salad dressing and eating a couple of 5 oz. steaks (at different times in the day).  I think the main problem was that my intentions were good, but we just didn’t have much around the house here to facilitate a healthy diet for me.

Today is a new day.

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It’s about damn time!

So, the fun is finally out.  For how long?  Probably a couple of hours, seriously, but anyways cutting is going pretty good for me as of being 4 days in.  I’ve already lost about 6-7 pounds within that 4 day period with–I hope–90% of that being water weight.  I’ve been quite successful in getting down 6-7 meals a day.  If I were to critique myself as of right now, I’d say that it wouldn’t hurt to be a little more intense on my cardio and to eat a wider range of healthy, unprocessed foods.  

I’ve got a few more weeks ahead of me on this mini-journey, and I’m looking forward to seeing where it will take me.

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Yet another shitty day in Bemidji, MN.  I don’t really let it get to me, but one of the things that annoys me the most is when the weather is continually wet and cold.  If the sun is out, the wind is blowing at 40+ MPH.  Anyways, I’m done bitching.  I guess this just means that I can concentrate more on my diet and exercise today and not be distracted by the nice weather outside (yay!).  Yesterday, I did a combination of the stationary bicycle and the treadmill, for a combined total of 50 minutes of cardio.  I’ll probably spend more time today concentrating on doing abs, and then complimenting them with a half hour on the treadmill, or so.  Speaking of working out, I really need to go get something to eat…

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The last time I had typed anything up on here, I was still at school.  Now, after a one-month hiatus from BodySpace (yet again!), I’m settled in at home and getting back on track.  I’m going to try to do this blog every day, tracking my food intake, workouts and, of course, my bad habits that need fixing.  So, by 9AM, I plan to be jumping on the treadmill for a bit…and the journey begins…

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