chinge’s BodyBlog

almost to the emerald cup. Diet has been like hell, especially now. I have a few more pounds of water to lose, so I cut off my carbohydrates almost, so my skin and everything started to get dry. great condition, that’s the only things making me happy now.

ooohhh. I’m tired.

this show will be on 4/28 at portland, OR. a week after the emerald cup. I’m thinking if I should do this one also. It’s a natural organization, so I want to see the level of other organization besides NPC, and it’ll be nice to meet more people who are completely natural.

Only thing that gets me is money. gas to drive down and get hotel to stay. I need to buy some more protan and dream tan, so 200 or 300 bucks can easily be gone, but I’m sure I won’t be able to stay in WA soon, so I wanna do as many shows as I can. However, I also want to spend more time with my friends. since I’ve started dieting, they always ask me out but I can hang out much, and I feel sorry. if i do the show, I’m sure none of my friends can make it, so it’s gonna be myself, so i have to pay for all gas and hotel shit…damn…
man, i wish i had a sponser.

I competed in open lightweight at the vancouver natural, which I weighed about 149 at the day of the show.

At first, I was thinking if I should drop down my weight to 143 to compete in the bantam weight, so It’ll give me a great chance to get shredded and may win the class. Guys who took the 1st and the 2nd place at the vanouver will also be competing at the emerald cup.  Therefore, I won’t be able to compete against those guys if I compete at the bantam weight.  I think judges will be different, so I may be able to beat those guys even if I may not be able to get the 1st place. Emerald cup is very tough contest. Those guys will be in better condition than the vancouver and so will I, so I don’t know things will change.  However, it will be more meaningful to compete against those guys in the lightweight than just competing in the bantamweight. It seems like I’m running away.

Therefore, I decided to keep staying in the lightweight no matter how much I will weigh, maybe 146 or 147.