Holding off from the June competitions and mommy makeover
Friday, January 30th, 2009I have decided to hold off from doing any competitions in June or anytime soon. I have given this some thought and have discussed it with my husband. I have high standards this time around, i want to bring up my upper body the way i want and have better overall conditioning. A year should do the trick hopefully. I will know when its "GO" time. I want to be COMPETITION when i get on that stage and not have a doubt in my mind. Not necessarily win (although that would be NICE!), but have a high ranking and be proud that my hard work came through. I want to shine on stage and be proud. I love competing and just the journey you go through to make it to that stage is something that is so different from anything i have done and very rewarding to me. Is it a struggle with a family? YES! Is it worth it? YES IT IS! Is it easy? NO NO NO! If you love a challenge and something to look back onto and say YES I DID IT and have some cool stories and pics to share..something that many do NOT do and go for it. I was unique in that way then do something like this. I don’t mean necessarily in bodybuilding for someone, but just something unique and mind blowing
Also i know i discussed in my earlier blogs of how i wanted a tummy surgery to help my tummy. Lots of stretch marks and loose skin that can not be helped by exercise and diet. I have done my research on it and have decided to get it done. I have had 2 consultations so far, but i’m still checking out some other surgeons. Hopefully i can have it done in February so i can heal up some before the summer time is here
FINALLY i want to feel confident of being free in a bikini and not worrying about eyes on my stomach with the "eww" looks. Thought i could live with it, but it REALLY bothers me. There are more reasons to it as i have discussed. Praying this is the right decision and that everything turns out well. Wish me luck!






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