
Dammit! I stayed home today to get some work done that needs doing around the house and buy some supps. I trained in the my boyfriend built, and just didn’t have it in me today. I never train as I hard as I do when at the gym, but today I just gave up because of lack of energy. I switched fat burners, to give myself a month break, and maybe that’s why I am sooooo hungry and tired. Might have to go back on the old one until I am done cutting.
Yesterday, I could not stop eating. I didn’t have any cheat foods, but I am in the “assessment phase” of the Metabolic Diet, and until a couple of days ago had no problem with hunger. I just started eating everything in my fridge. Not the best plan. I gained back all of the weight I lost! Now, the weight gain maybe due to my Aunt Flow, coming to visit soon, but I can’t be sure, cause I was such a pig.
At least, I only ate foods that I was supposed to eat. No cake, cookie and ice cream. I even went to my 1 year old nieces birthday party, and didn’t touch a thing. I went into the bedroom several times and scarfed down my low-carb protien bars.
My binges were just cheeses, meats, and vegetables and good fats. Still it’s the amounts I am guilty about.
Wondering if I have what it takes to compete. If I can’t even cut to 14%, how in the world am I going to get to 8-10% for a competition.
My goal is to get lean before the winter, then gain about 5lbs more muscle, while maintaining 14%. Is this possible? Right now, I am between 16 and 18%, and I can tell.
Just a little more, I am felling better as I write this. This is the hardest thing I’ll ever do and I am not going to quit. But you won’t see me on stage fat and without muscle. That is for lazy bitches.
Back to the gym tomorrow. Wish me luck!
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