Rising from the dust…and doing things different this time around!
Yeah…I am back (I have been saying that alot lately 
). I am not feeling all the confident because to put it in simpler words, I failed, once again. I talked the talked, but did not walk the walk.
I knew it was not going to be easy, I was ready for the challenge, ready to take on the beast…me. But along the way it got easy to push back workouts, push down the snooze button one more time till it was too late to make it to the gym, decided to listen to my stomach instead of my head and order that delicious burger way too many times….how about the chinese place, by now I stayed late at work so many times that they know my American Express Corporate Card number by hard!
Yes, I left myself down…again. Ouch, it stings to say it outloud. Now I am back, one more time, humbled by my defeat, humiliated by my weakness, ready to attempt this again. This time it will be different…how? For starters, I need to stop talking the big game, but instead "Just Do It". I am going to take it one day at a time, one attempt at a time, one workout session and one cardio session.
Doing things different this time….and I shall reach my goals at last!
December 8, 2007 at 11:44 pm
Goodluck! and Don’t give up no matter how hard it seems at the time. Nothing is as rewarding as achieving the goals you set for yourself. Keep pushing.
December 9, 2007 at 12:02 am
Thanks!
December 9, 2007 at 5:12 am
I know it’s tough, but you have to fathom on. Once you start seeing the big results you will want to be in that gym every day making them better. I’ve got confidence in you, you can do it!
December 9, 2007 at 10:58 am
Thank You Leeradee. Appreciate it!
December 10, 2007 at 8:21 am
well sir , u manned up to fallin off the wagon - thats the hardest part. u have 3 weeks to get warmed back up, and new years day u drop the hammer bud!