causticmomof2's BodyBlog

1st Place, Womens Bodybuilding, Heavy Weight!!!!

causticmomof2 — Mon, 27 Oct 2008 06:18:13 +0000

YES!! Done!! And I DID IT!! Worth it all…the emotions, doubts, depletions and dehydration…….Planning next year already….and RESTING for a week…I learned so much in the last year…and morphed INCREDIBLY the last 2…

It was all I wished and hoped for….My final stats made me ECSTATIC….the weight loss and BF %……..LONG ass road….I weighed in 3 lbs less then my goal for comp….. I think my Mom heard me yell "YEEAAHH" when I stepped on the weigh in scale!!

She is in New Hampshire..!

Gonna hit next year at 12% and 10lbs less……and STILL be a HeavyWeight!!

Time to rest…….eat something crazy and plan my next excursion……..

All Forces U.S…..ITS HERE!!

causticmomof2 — Fri, 24 Oct 2008 17:03:23 +0000

Damn am I STOKED!! I am ready to hit it to win it….God willing!!

Already planning next year, starting in April with New Hampshire..gotta go home to show off the SheHulk!!

This last week is INSANE!! the diet, dehydration..cardio….TIRED!!! LOVE IT!!! My mind is acting all ****ed up and I am slowly turning orange from my ProTan!! GOD I love this stuff!!!

THANK YOU to all of you for support and moral boosts throught the years to this point……and beyond…

I WILL have pics after this weekend, starting tonight. We will be staying in Tampa all weekend..so if anyone wants to hit the show tomorrow night LET ME KNOW!

Taking a week or so off after this…to relish in my accomplishments….here are my stats for the curious and inquisitive…

Dec 12, 2006; wgt 185, BF 40%!!!

Nov 22, 2008; wgr 174, BF 25% …OHH YEAA!!!

Gonna hit next season at 135, BF goal is 15%

Gotta go start CARBING up!!! YES!!!! FINALLY!!!!!

Love to you all

Lord give me strength!!

causticmomof2 — Tue, 16 Sep 2008 18:47:10 +0000

Goin a bit psycho at times…..carb depletion SUCKS!! I got fitted and ordered my posing suit……and talk about STRESS!! OMG I dont know…….DOUBT is setting in BIG TIME…..Trainer is no longer with me…****in gym….and I NEED her more than ever right now…..6 weeks……constant headaches…..consistant state of bitchiness…….POOR FAMILY!!!

I cannot wait til its over…..SERIOUSLY! So I can start allover again next year…….at least I will know what to expect and TRY to be prepared for it……Anyone suggest a GOOD diuretic..? Want to test it on my body for a week….

Anyway..SheHulk is fried…..and going to get WORSE I KNOW, come October……

LORD give me strength!!!

So… made a decision..

causticmomof2 — Wed, 13 Aug 2008 16:53:55 +0000

I am only doing the October show…..this stuff is expensive man! And I am a newbie, so sponsorship is not an option just yet…..But I will sooo be ready come October…jacked…confident….ready to take the prize……

I have my first professional photo shoot comin up in October also..THAT is gonna be so damn cool!!

I feel content with the dicision….one show for my first year …next year however…I am gonna go NINJA!!

7 weeks and counting….

causticmomof2 — Mon, 04 Aug 2008 18:30:43 +0000

Might I say..This is goin to get hard….I am getting BORED with the diet……tired.. and anxious…of course I still love the whole ride…but WTF else can I do with chicken!!

I am so looking forward to Oct 26, day after second show…..I wanna eat what I want…just one day of "junk"……of course it will probably make me sick to my stomach !……..

There are days when I just say to myself…."why……am I doing this…..?" Then I realize….BECAUSE I CAN……that and Kelly threatens me with bodily harm if I give up or even THINK about it…..again…I Thank God for her in my life!!

So 7 and counting……Love the ride…..not to thrilled with the turbulence……LOL

An Update…..

causticmomof2 — Wed, 16 Jul 2008 04:53:59 +0000

Training is awesome…exhausting and a friggin blast! The changes I am going through are incredible…the way my body is adjusting is so damn cool…Kelly pushes me to my limits, and I love it…the pain, the burn, the growth and the cuts….and NO I HAVE NOT TAKEN PICS!!! I suck!!

First show is Sept 20, Second is Oct 25…..Dont care about a prize really…I just wanna say I DID IT! (Ok so I want a damn trophy…who dosent!!)

Keep watching…..eventually I will get some pic or 2 up here!!!

My first NPC show…..

causticmomof2 — Sun, 15 Jun 2008 17:46:55 +0000

Wasnt in it…yet…just wanted to go to one before I jumped on the stage….the women were beautiful…the men incredible…but BIG dissapointment was only 3 fem bodybuilders…and only one was cut….the other was a senior citizen and the 3rd….obviously nonremarkable..I dont remember her!

Damn I will blow the roof off when I get up there!! Saw many people from the gym there…and my Old trainer the Beast had a client in the figure comp..she was beautiful…..and 2 other members were upon stage also…

This fall will be my turn…I HAVE NO DOUBT and I know I will have a crew of people yelling my name out as I am up there showing off my accomplishment…cant wait….

LOVE this pain!!

causticmomof2 — Sat, 07 Jun 2008 18:22:59 +0000

Day 2….training.. Day 4 of the diet…I am feeling AWESOME…My legs are friggin ALIVE …..My ass is thanking me……this cutting diet is goin pretty damn good…surprisingly..of course I am only into week one! Time will tell…but I am so damn focused and pumped I WILL DO IT!

Quit the creatine…I dont like the "fluff" I was seeing and feeling…I want to get back onto No Xplode pre work out….

Told Kelly I wanted to take some pics this week ,I need to see my progress…not just in the mirror.

She is THE BEST!! Ever get a chance to meet her ..DO IT!

Time to unleash the beast…..

causticmomof2 — Thu, 05 Jun 2008 16:46:23 +0000

Well it has happened…KellyLynn is going to tear me up and get me into competition form….we have become good friends and she is extremely excited to take me on and jack me up to the hilt!

She mention video taping the morphing and training, diet and grunts…I am all for it! Told her I will follow her words and directions as if it were gospel…at this point THEY ARE!

She is totally confident I can get into comp form by September! Helll if thats the case I am going for Hurricane Bay 08!

I am totallly pumped that she is doing this for me…she wants to see me get huge as much as I do!!

Time to unleash the beast!!!

Well well well……Out from under my rock..!

causticmomof2 — Fri, 04 Apr 2008 18:27:41 +0000

Training is awesome…body is further changing and getting stronger…Having my stats takin hopefully Monday…. Trying new diet modifications, adding NO Xplode (LOOOOVE IT) and contemplating creatine….gotta do more research.

Had a few dissapointments last few weeks, Co-worker who is BIG in the circuits, was gong to take me to a few shows to get my feet wet, He is HUGE….well the ass jack was busted for dealing Hydrocodone and possession of steroids with attempt to distribute..HE IS A CORPORAL IN THE JAIL!! I was SICK to my stomach….I looked up to him, admired his dedication….wont let That HAPPEN AGAIN…..

So I was doing some searching on the web, I wanted to see natural as opposed to use of Juice…and I was HUGELY dissapointed, of course I was checkin out the females, and the natural were beautiful…but no way near what I want to be!! They look like fitness models…I am SOOOO NOT a fitness model….I am not going to jump around like a damn show pony…I want to flex, pump and awe the masses…but how do I get BIG without getting on the Juice.?? NO WAY I WILL TOXIFY MY BODY…….

So my dissapointment continues, are all the big, jacked women on Steroids..? Is THAT what it takes..? SAD…..But I will keep doing what I am doing…hard work, clean food..and a few supplements along the way…And let my thick body become the mini beast it can be….naturally…..