Well well well……Out from under my rock..!
Friday, April 4th, 2008Training is awesome…body is further changing and getting stronger…Having my stats takin hopefully Monday…. Trying new diet modifications, adding NO Xplode (LOOOOVE IT) and contemplating creatine….gotta do more research.
Had a few dissapointments last few weeks, Co-worker who is BIG in the circuits, was gong to take me to a few shows to get my feet wet, He is HUGE….well the ass jack was busted for dealing Hydrocodone and possession of steroids with attempt to distribute..HE IS A CORPORAL IN THE JAIL!! I was SICK to my stomach….I looked up to him, admired his dedication….wont let That HAPPEN AGAIN…..
So I was doing some searching on the web, I wanted to see natural as opposed to use of Juice…and I was HUGELY dissapointed, of course I was checkin out the females, and the natural were beautiful…but no way near what I want to be!! They look like fitness models…I am SOOOO NOT a fitness model….I am not going to jump around like a damn show pony…I want to flex, pump and awe the masses…but how do I get BIG without getting on the Juice.?? NO WAY I WILL TOXIFY MY BODY…….
So my dissapointment continues, are all the big, jacked women on Steroids..? Is THAT what it takes..? SAD…..But I will keep doing what I am doing…hard work, clean food..and a few supplements along the way…And let my thick body become the mini beast it can be….naturally…..
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