Anxieties!
Back and bis tonight, not exactly an earth~moving workout. Had too much anxiety. I’m in insecure mode right now. I guess that’s what 6 years in an f’d up relationship with someone who constantly lies and cheats can do. Didn’t talk to hot guy at the gym cause he had his office door closed when I got there, didn’t want to bug him. After all that is his work. So I did my workout and watched him walk out the door. He didn’t even say goodbye, although he did look tired. Guess he stayed out real late and got drunk. But how hard can it be to just walk over to someone and say hi/bye. So I debated when I got home, do I call him or wait til he calls me. F it! I’ll call him, so I did. He was in the middle of shopping so I didn’t want to keep him. He said he saw me working out and didn’t want to bug me. ??? Asked him which night he wanted to go out cause I needed to make plans with my girlfriend for whatever night I don’t go out with him. He said he’d call me in the morning and let me know which night. Ok, I really don’t like to be put on hold like that….is he waiting to see if he gets a better offer and puts me off for another night? See, insecurities! Well, if he doesn’t call tomorrow, screw it. I’m not calling him. The balls in his court. Am I being paranoid? I probably am.
November 1, 2007 at 7:44 pm
Maybe you are being paranoid. Maybe the dude just had a f**ked up day or something. I agree though if he doesn’t call you tomorrow then he’s an idiot and to hell with him. You’re too gorgeous to beg some dude to go out with you…it will just be his loss!! If he does call though you realize we’ll need details!! LOL!!
November 2, 2007 at 4:17 am
The way I see it. YOU HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH IT .So why worry over it. I definatley wouldnt call though. I bet he just coming off the stuff & is just depressed. Athough their could be more ( Just live your life & be upbeat try not to be to clingy )
November 2, 2007 at 5:36 am
I wouldnt worry too much about it, if it works it does and thats good, if not then there are plenty of other men
November 2, 2007 at 8:08 am
I know I’m not calling after this. If he’s interested he’ll call. If not…….Next! Lol
November 2, 2007 at 8:11 am
Dont call…Men like a little hunt, so when we get you, we feel like we have accomplished something.
November 2, 2007 at 8:21 am
Just keeping it real….If the guy didn’t say goodbye to you when he left, then that’s your indicator…Like you said, balls in his court, let him make the call if there’s something there, otherwise, I would suppose there are many others just waiting for the chance to call.
November 2, 2007 at 8:28 am
I agree dont call, and turning him down if he wants to go out is a good move also. He should have to work to get a woman like you, you should be the one calling the shots.
November 2, 2007 at 12:33 pm
I agree… If he can’t seem to get it in gear, then he REALLY needs to work for it, and in the meantime start checking out other options…