When it rains it pours!!
Well, I am having everything go wrong, the bank that I refinanced my mortgage with screwed up alot of things and didn’t pay off my car loan! Now I have no more money because I have to pay it from whatever savings I had left…then our furnace broke down and we needed to get a new one…$4500 gone!! Then the doctor phones and says he has gotten the results from my breast ultrasound and they have found some cyst type tissue and he wants me to go for a mammogram on the October 30th~ talk about stress!!! Great!!! I am starting to freak out that its cancerous tissue!!!
Then the temporary bank card my new bank gave me stopped working!! And I haven’t received my new permanent bank card yet!! WTF…I think by now I should be blowing my head off…or at least someones head off…!!!
In the end I just ended up laughing…because how much more bad news can I get…wait the week is not over yet…this morning I stubbed my toe I was in such a rush that I said "ow"…after I got in the car to drive to work…that’s me slow reaction time. FARK!!!! Talk about black clouds in my life! But I know once you hit rock bottom…the only place to go is up!
The one sun shiney moment I get in my days lately is my one hour training session with L. I look forward to it!
L has threatened me! He asked me if i have been doing my morning cardio since he asked me last week …
…Er…no!
He got upset! 
He had a strange look on his face that was scary actually It was this strange glitter in his eye, like a “you have no clue what I can make you do to torture the hell outta you” ….I knew I was in major horse pucky with him…
L: “Fine!!!! if you don’t do it…I will make it my mission to make sure you make up for it when you train with me even if I have to spend two hours of my own time with you!!!…and you don’t wanna know what I’m gonna do to you!! I’ll just phone up the girlfriend and tell her to go to her mothers and wait for me because Eva’s gonna get trained hard!!!”
Oh crap!
L: ” I wanna get the weight off of you!!! You’re like me” he said, “your body holds on to fat!!”
Me: Did he just call me FAT?
Then he told me he was a fat kid all his life and people used to make fun of him when he told them he wanted to compete….but he showed them all.
Me: “Ya right, show me, do you have proof?”
Actually he did!!! He had taken a pic of himself when he was 20, it was a chunky guy in the pic with a few chins…and his shirt off…and a belly! I couldn’t believe it!!! He had taken a pic of a pic with his iphone to show me!
WOW! Ok! That put things into greater perspective! He did it!!!…he turned himself from a fat 20 year old into this EYE CANDY greek god looking thing! A new respect for my trainer…wow! He made me laugh…he told me when he saw how his body had changed and he had abs he used to wake up in the middle of the night and check in the mirrors to make sure it was really his body and it hadn’t vanished into thin air…LOL!!! I know I will be the same way…if I ever get there…he said I will get there, but I have to do what he says!
We did just arms yesterday and today was back day…
He told me “please don’t tell me any excuses that you gotta leave or whatever, just go and do the stairs for 30 minutes, then abs”
So I have been doing the stairs..without complaint about my knees or anything, he told me he has friends in the gym and he will make sure someone is watching me…then he left…I told him, I do everything he says he doesn’t need to plant spies aroung the gym…except the waking up early part! I don’t know how to do it!! I have never been a morning person!!! …well, I could tell him if he wants me out of bed that early he better come and sleep with me…LOL…pervy girl…but I didn’t say that.
Oooooohh…..Loookie here!!!
How To Make a Water Gun Alarm Clock
October 22, 2009 at 8:23 am
Bwahaha, sounds like my message got to him! >:D
Set the alarm clock early. Before you go to bed, visualize the time in your mind’s eye. Focus on each digit and the : and AM popping out at you. Make it neon glowing green floating in your eyelids.
Do that and you’ll have a far better chance at waking up at the time you visualize. Then you have to get up immediately (at that time) and just go do it. It gets easier to do over time, honest.
I’m with you on all the bad stuff. This has been a horrible year for me as well. Had to replace the furnace, air con, water heater, had the hospital visit two weeks ago, and now my car needs some major work. Gah!
I’m glad to hear you’re at least hitting the gym in the afternoons. Keep it up, you’ll get there!
October 25, 2009 at 5:18 pm
I’m gonna try the visualising thing tonight! See if it helps! Will let you know how it turns out. did I mention, after I get muscles and kick my trainers arse…you’re next on the hit list…boyo!? Yes, it seems your ESP messages are getting through to L!