So, because I can see myself spiralling into the abyss again…life ****…you know it happens…and like other times I would just give up and get FAT again, because food is my comfort, food makes me happy! But since I have worked so hard to get to where I am now, I refuse to go back, depression or no depression, I will not let it beat me this time, I will not break the promise I had made to myself 2 years ago to be the best i could be, for no one but myself! Since I have been eating nothing but crap for the last 2 weeks, my body is aching all over, especially my knees! It is not happy and it is letting me know. I haven’t been to the gym for the last 7 weeks, 4 of which I was in Europe and the last 3 since I have been back. Soooooo…..
I have decided to go for it…yes…FAME…2010! I have almost a year to get my act together and get my body together as well. So if anyone cares to give me advice as to where to begin, how to begin, and help me to reshape my body, thereby reshaping my mind and my life, I welcome it with open arms because right now I have no clue what to do. I was weight training with a trainer for 4 months at the beginning and the rest alone, but alone is not the same as with a trainer. I will call my beloved L (my trainer) and see what he can arrange for me in terms of payments as we all know it is not cheap to get a personal trainer. If anyone can get me to the FAME stage it’s him, I have that much confidence in him!
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