I will be leaving MA in 2 weeks to go to school in Chicago. I am taking this opportunity to start over again with almost everything, leaving a lot of my old demons and attitudes behind. With it I am gonna leave the idea of trying to get big, I am still going to lift though, I'm just instead going to focus on strength and losing some bf %. Maybe by doing so I'll look bigger, but maybe genetics isn't on my side when it comes to getting big, so instead of fighting a fruitless battle, ill just focus on what I have and making it stronger and look better. I'm hoping that my apartment complex has a gym at it to save time and money, but if not i'm sure there's one close by.