Do it with the lights on!
LOL. I know, some title, I was just thinking today that I am so greatful to be able to not be ashamed of my body in complete bright light…
Today, some dumb ass girl said to me "Oh you are soooo lucky, your stomache is flat and you’re just so SKINNY!…iF I were to eat as much as you do, I would be so fat!"
Well, of course you know I was livid. Full with rage I turned to her and smiled; I said. "You know what, you are right, I am so lucky. I am lucky that I care enough about myself to keep my self from being average. I am lucky that I can be proud of my body, and appreciate the effort I put into molding it and constantly changing. I am lucky that I do not like to sit on my ass all day, and have the will to not eat bigmacs and whoppers."
"Listnen", I told her, "I work very hard…every day, and eat more than you because I am never full. Do you understand that egg whites are different from general tso chicken? I mean wtf ? I f you call having a little self control, and lots of dedication, luck, well than you know what? I am lucky.
I am lucky because I have not said not once, since I have been training "Baby, can you turn the lights off"
Nah, HELL NO. I am totally ok with doing it with the lights on" lolololol
Thanks again guys for all the support and encouragement; wieght comming down again. YAAAAAY.
SPECIAL SHOUT OUT TO TODDMK, thanks so much for your advice and motivation!
Oh man, you guys would have loved to see her face! A little over the top, maybe, but she stares at me while we change everyday, and always has some stupid shit to say, I just lost it.






October 22, 2008 at 1:50 am
Love it!
October 22, 2008 at 1:52 am
Thats funny i have guys tell me the same stuff! that if i had your build i would do this and do that! come on man get off your azz hit the gym!!!!! i did’nt get to this point by taken a magic pill! i work hard day in and day out! and whats really funny it’s always the one’s eating a dounut or sitting on their azz telling you what you should do!!!! wow
October 24, 2008 at 4:20 pm
Woo HOO!!! I’m famous now LOL. Love retarded chicks like that though… they give me reasons why I’m so glad I love to tell stories about them and make fun of them. Sadly… she sounds like some typical cali girl from my neighborhood that’s all prissed out from mommy & daddy’s cash that shows up at the gym in tight ass clothes and doesn’t want guys who aren’t focused to look at them… Come On!!! WTF??? Why? What’s the point? Looking for the attention for someone to cottle their feelings and say "you’re not fat… you’re just big boned" so as to force you to make them feel better! Oh My Lord… Punch those girls in the neck! They annoy me. Next time tell her to shut the F*&# up and get off her ass and do something other than blabbing to you about her issues LOL. Not like you don’t have enough crap to worry about LOL.
October 24, 2008 at 9:07 pm
That’s right girl! Self control and dedication goes a looonnggg way.