[[Sunshine]]

I dont know why i always start off so good then i just go crazy from not having all the bad food around me. Lately its been McDonalds and butterfingers. I’m a big binge eater and when im done i feel so horrible like i do right now. i have that feeling in my stomach like i’ve done something really bad. I’m just really disgusted right now i was so proud of myself for getting up early in the morning and working out then again in the afternoon and now its all gone to waste. I’m finally back and i will start working back again tomorrow. I’ve been doing this off and on thing since i was 13 years old and it’s the same old story every time. So here i am again back at square one.." if at first you dont suceed..try again..".