June 10, 2009
Well for the past 1 and half years i have been back competing and for the 1st time the other day i broke down and walk out of the gym.Its never happened to me before and i couldnt figure it out.This sport just messes with ur emotion . i think thats why i love it, if ur not mentally strong it will rip you to shreds. Glad to say im back on track and would like to that evryone for there concerns, but im good .ReadY to take it to the finish line baby!
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April 23, 2009
Im am sitting at work today for 13 hours i woke up ran did abs suna and now waiting for work to be over so i can goto the gym.Its the last week til my show and i always wonder why i do this.Then in the same thought i think i couldnt see myself not doing it.Just always a wreck about what will happen ,how will i do.Bodybuilding isnt like wrestling which i have done my whole life if u are better u win.Here its all judgeing it drives me crazy and yet i love it to death.Everyone who has ever truely competed knows where im at right now . Its almost like peice in misery! haha Never Quit!
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