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Created:03/13/2007
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September 8, 2008

So I feel like I am letting everyone down, including myself. My eating this weekend was horrible. I have worked hard in the gym and I have nothing to show for it in 1 month of work. I’m sorry to my friends who are looking to me for inspiration and motivation. I am a fraud.

soooo tired

September 4, 2008
Felt like crap this morning, very tired. Barely slept, so much humidity last night. But got up and out early this morning to get my workout in…

Todays workout - ABs

BALL CRUNCHES - 3 sets of 15

REVERSE CRUNCHES - 3 sets of 15

AXEHANDLE TWISTS - 3 sets of 15 @ 60 pounds

BACK EXTENSIONS - 3 sets of 12 @ 10 pound plate

CARDIO - 30 minutes on bike, 10.02 km. (6.21 miles) 426 calories burned

plus 20 minutes walk = 50 minutes total cardio

and figures now I can smell the bakery stuff coming down the hallway and my stomach is growling…must stay strong!!! LOL

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PR and very close to my year end goal

September 3, 2008

Today I decided to go for my PB on the bench press…

12 x 135 lbs, 8 x 155 lbs, 2 x 185 lbs

1 x 195 lbs **PR**

attempted 200 lbs. failed, made it about 3/4 of the way back up but could not complete it. I should be able to finally get it by the end of the month. This was a goal to complete by the end of the year so I am very happy with this progress.

Now for the rest of the workout…

WIDE LAT PULLDOWN - 3 sets of 12 @ 120 lbs

INCLINE DB PRESSES - 3 sets of 10 @ 50 lbs ea DB

CABLE ROWS - 3 sets of 12 @ 110 lbs

Was absolutely wiped after that…did my 20 minute walk into work afterwards.

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Labour Day Weekend

September 2, 2008

Well this weekend pretty much sucked. It was great seeing my niece and nephew, and they kept me very active, so I got lots of exercise in this weekend. But not alot of sleep.
However, both my dad and my grandmother are VERY sick. It was hard seeing them lying there, my father ounded like every breath was labored. It was very hard. AND my mom and brother just didnt seem to want to talk to me too much this weekend…no idea why.
Anyways, back to work, time to really kick myself into high gear and get moving! Who’s with me?

Tuesday workout

August 26, 2008
Well, my mood is better today. Of course playing a $3 online poker tournament last night and winning $161.44 does alot to improve a mood LOL

I don’t know what is going on lately. I don’t want to feel down, I just do. I think it’s time for a vacation, unfortunately it doesn’t come until mid-October. We do have some plans coming for next month so, we’ll see.

Todays workout CHEST AND BACK

Superset:
Incline DB Press - 3 sets of 12 @ 50 pounds dumbbells
Wide Lat Pulldowns - 3 sets of 12 @ 130 pounds

Superset:
Flat bench DB Press - 3 sets of 10 @ 55 pound dumbbells *PB*
Cable Rows - 3 sets of 12 @ 120 pounds

While waiting for the pec machine decided to do my set of 100 leg presses. Complete at 180 pounds.

Superset:
Pec Flies - 3 sets of 12 @ 115 pounds *PB*
standing lat pressdowns - 3 sets of 12 @ 100 pounds

Cardio - 20 min on bike, plus 20 min walk to work - 40 minutes total

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I just don’t know anymore…

August 25, 2008

I’m not going to waste anyone’s time. I had a crappy weekend.  Wife and I are having spats, my mood is way down low. Had a decent arm workout on Sunday, followed by a 3.1 mile (5 km.) walk in the woods.  But it wasn’t enough to get me out of my funk.  Thankfully I see the doctor on thursday. Hope she can help.  I don’t know what else to do…

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Thurs. & Fri. workout & thoughts…

August 22, 2008
Thursdays workout:

4 sets of 15 with 17 pound dumbbells on each of the following:

Shoulder presses, lateral raises, front raises and bentover DB flies.
Also walked outside for about 30 minutes.

Today is the “bootcamp” day. Hope to get through 3 circuits today. My workout consists of the following with no break between exercises:

5 min. jog warm up.
as many pushups as I can do
12-15 jump squats
5 each side, planks with rotation
15-30 jumping jacks
15 each side, mountain climbers
and then a fast 5 minute run.

take a 3 minute break and then complete another circuit.

Today I am on an emotional low. I feel like within the past month, I have lost a lot of the support I once had in the bodyspace community. Some of you know about the little side group I am/was a part of within bodyspace called “The Circle” and the bash they were to have. If you don’t ask me about it. Anyways, just seems like since that weekend, I have been shunned by the others. Maybe because I blogged about it and made one of their “favorites” look bad. I mean, I was never really on the inside. I knew a few people and am still great friends with 1 or 2 of them but I just feel like I was never really a part of the group in the big picture and the weekend of “the bash” sort of solidified that thought. That other then the 1 or 2 good friends I have made, I really didn’t belong in that clic. Even though I showed much support to all of the people I knew, I always felt like an outsider.
So I am making a clean break. I am keeping the friendships I have made but I am obsolving myself from that group. I need to make a clean break. I know I have supporters and friends in here as well, and I am greatful for you all.
And to symbolize this clean break, I did something I haven’t done in 10 years. I shaved my moustache. I will be taking a picture tonight. Time to stop hiding my face and show the strong chiseled look I am going to have.

week 1 complete - flying high

August 18, 2008

First week of this new regimen and I have to say I feel great!  I know I am working hard, doing a lot more cardio! I actually walked home from the gym yesterday (over an hour).  Had a new PB on the leg press (870 lbs. video on my page) and I ended up losing 3.1 pounds this week!  I have to hold this and continue what I have been doing and not slip!  But now that I know it can be done, it is making me even more focused to do this and get what I want. A kick ass body!

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Day 5

August 15, 2008

Good morning everyone! Another rainy day here in Toronto. When will it end? Probably when it snows LOL. Today our company had its semi-annual awards breakfast for customer service. They had muffins, pastry, cinnabon cinnamon buns (evil) and fruit. I had a half of an apple danish and the rest fruit, so I am proud that I stayed away from the really sweet stuff for the most part. And had a bottle of water instead of juice.

Today’s workout will be done this afternoon. Sort of a bootcamp type thing with lots of pushups, jumping jacks, etc. and running. Should be fun! Especially if it rains as it should this afternoon. :-)

Day 3

August 13, 2008

Well, technically day 2 as I didn’t go to the gym yesterday.  Most of you know, I had another big bout of depression hit me late Monday and ran into Tuesday.  Feeling sorry for myself and all in all just plain shitty. I got over it quicker than I used to, mainly thanks the many friends that were there to help pick me back up.

This morning I did the workout I was supposed to do yesterday, chest and back with 40 minutes of cardio and then this afternoon, I am going to do the workout I should have done this afternoon, abs.

I am going to have my moments again, but it’s how I deal with those moments that will determine whether I am a winner or a loser, and gawddammit, I am a f**king winner!!!



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