blsmith’s BodyBlog

I apologize to my loyal reader (ok ok theres more than one).  I know I have been lacking in the blog department.  I have been doing most of my writing in the evil area known as the forum. The past week has been an interesting one to say the least.

Firstly, I was feeling a bit down still, not depression per se just I don’t know, just not seeing the results I want, but then again, thats wath everyone says about themselves right?  I did take a week off of the gym because of teeth problems, but now that is taken care of and I am back into it.  I have a good friend here in Bodyspace that has put together a program for me to follow, and I have someone else that is working on my diet.  So things are looking up.  I also got a whole load of new supporters all of a sudden in the forums… so that made me feel a little better.

But what made the week most interesting, was in regards to the contest with Steve.  The readers digest version is this… throughout the 12 weeks, Steve did not take any progress pics, show any updated measurements, basically doing nothing we agreed the contest would be, and for the past couple of weeks I had resigned to teh fact that he had given up. Well he writes this message in the forum saying who the f*ck I am to say that he quit, he has a life outside this f*cking site and he has gotten what he needs so f*ck off.  Never mind, that he didn’t do any of the things the contest asked of him, never mind that I have been on there alomst daily writing something in our thread on the forum, putting updated photos up, and oh, never mind the fact how worried I was about him when he told me that he wanted to kill himself and had many of our mutual friends message him to tell him everything was going to be okay.  I am the insensitive one for wanting him to post once a week with some updates.  Well, you would have thought that I would get down or want to stop our contest.  I told him if he wanted to stop I wouldnt care about the prize and he basically said fine goodbye, and I felt this huge load come off of my shoulders.  I felt a fire burn inside of me.  I am more focused than I Have ever been, as much as I have said in the past how I am working hard and everything, it has truly happened now.  No one is standing in my way anymore, I am a fire breathing, iron pumping, son of a b*tch… so Bryan, Marmoset, if you need a third to rid the world of zombies, the human flamethrower is on stand by… Look out world Brian the Lion is on the prowl

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