Memorial Day shot to hell, or is it?
Well a buddy of mine called me a few weeks ago to take me up on the guys weekend at the farm I’ve been promising them. Can’t ever get our schedules aligned to actually do it, but we decided Memorial Day weekend. Well, hadn’t heard from him, so I figured that some jackass family member decided to have a wedding on a holiday weekend like nobody wants to go out of town instead of seeing 3rd cousing Becky marry some loser. So, I confirmed with him today that he’s unavailable. Yep. Shoot! I was looking forward to a Thundersticks and Firewater weekend along with some quality fishing and general trouble, at least as much trouble as two grown men can find in the country.
Well, as it turns out, a good looking woman who seems to have it together wants me to come over for a margarita by the pool this weekend. Hmmm, sounds good. Also, I now won’t miss 3 days of workouts for booze and steak 
. Kidding! I actually enjoy working out and hate missing! I can go fishing since the lake is close by. I think Dad may be up there this weekend. Great time to go fishing with Dad. It’s good for the soul.
I mentioned earlier that I’ve been feeling a little off, not physically, hell the workouts are fantastic, but emotionally. Not depressed, not angry, just off. I’m taking tonight off from the weights since I’ll get my workouts over the weekend in and figure this out. One thought off of the top of my head is that it was this time last year when I found out what my now ex-wife had been doing with some spare time. That threw me for a major loop, depression, loss of sleep, the whole nine yards. I’m way over all that, but wonder if subconciously my mind is digging this up due to it being the same time of year, kind of a depression anniversary? I wouldn’t think so because my divorce has been a really good thing for me in terms of my emotional health, but what do I know.
Speaking of that, I fully credit my friends and family PLUS major kudos to weights for helping to pull me through that time. If you have a rough time in your life, lifting helps big time!
I do know that I seem to be remembering my dreams a lot lately, possibly something to do with starting on ZMA? Anybody got an opinion on that one?
