New Schedule…
I’ve got to try to get a new schedule going. Right now everything is up in the air as I have my son about half the week and don’t want to lose one second with him as I miss him when he’s with my baby’s mama (the soon to be ex-wife). I’ve been wanting to work out, but then on the way home, she’ll call and want to talk and the hurt and depression just well up and ruin my plans. So I go home and have a drink and try to mellow out. this sucks. I hope to get past all this soon, but know that there’s still a lot to work out with her in terms of how to dissolve our marriage and who gets what. But the good news is that I get the house and keep all my money since I’m the only one who saved any anyway. Well, tomorrow is another day, and I’m gonna turn off my cell when I leave work so I don’t have to worry about that shit for a day anyway. Then I’m gonna work the crap out of my legs.
