September 19th. Finally feeling better!!!!
So for the 1st time in nearly two weeks I am not feeling sick!!!! This is very exciting, cuz I am already stressed out enough without having to worry about my health too! So this morning, I decided to lift weights before I did my cardio in case I got sick again and couldn’t go tonight or this weekend. I did my arms, and was happy not to have pain in my right shoulder. Last time that I did biceps, my right shoulder was in agonizing pain!!! So today was really nice, and I had a good conversation with a guy about some tricks to make my back wider, which I’m gonna use next time I do my back.
I have been eating HORRIBLY again! I think it’s mostly cuz of stress, and cuz I can buy Little Debbie cookies and snacks for like a buck hahaha! But I have some new things in store for the very near future regarding my diet and workout regimen, so I’m going to hafta clean that up if I want to make this new program worthwhile.
Other than that, not a ton going on. I decided not to train for the marathons that are going on in December because I may have a new marathon training partner, and she and I are going to plan our training and everything together before hand, so we hafta decide which we are going to do, but it wont be until January or February at least. So I still need to get on task about working and making some money so that I can be better equipped for the training, I need new shoes and clothes, etc. Mayah’s bday party is tomorrow at Chuck E Cheese, and this is a horrible thing to say, but I don’t want to go!!! I want to see Mayah of course, and I am spending the whole day with her on Sunday, but at this party I will be all alone with her whole family and they all hate me…..so it will be extremely awkward! And I know that Laura doesn’t want me there, but since Mayah asked me to come, it is difficult for me to justify not going. It isn’t about me at all tho, it’s about Mayah, so I just hafta suck it up and put up with her whole family being rude to me I guess.
