May 30th. Jennjamin.
Ah, well, what a stressful week!!!! I have to figure out where I’m going to live…..AGAIN!!!!! Too much crap going on, and it stresses me out, but at least my workouts have gone well, and I got two really nice compliments this week on my physique. Someone who hasn’t seen me in a few months gushed over how much better I look and how nice my body is, which was nice…..
So working out has been great, I have been working hard on the weights and have been doing a lot less cardio than I was, but still doing cardio on a daily basis. I had been doing 2 hours a day before, in two 1 hour sessions, but am now just doing 30 minutes a day, and occasionally an hour or only 20 minutes depending on how I feel and what my schedule is like. I did my back today, and I feel really good. Back workouts are something that I think only real fans of bodybuilding and weightlifting can appreciate. Everyone wants nice arms and a nice chest, and there are soooo many guys in the gym who only do curls and bench presses, but real bodybuilders know that a complete physique is the ultimate goal, and improving your back, legs, and shoulders can only help to further make your arms and chest even more impressive. I want the total package. So when I see improvements in the thickness of my back, or the lengthening of my lats, I am thrilled!!! Most guys flex their biceps in the mirror, I try to turn to the side and spread my lats or see the developing width and thickness to my back. Back day has definitely become my favorite day. I need to get some wrist straps so that I can pull more weight and not worry about my grip on deadlifts.
So Jennjamin is mad at me apparently! Jenn is a very special friend whom I care about very much, and I guess we had a major misunderstanding this week because we went from talking every day to her disappearing and not wanting to speak to me anymore. She won’t even explain to me what I did wrong, and the situation has made me very sad. I’m hoping that we will get to chat and sort it all out because I don’t want to lose her as a friend. We have a unique connection, and are very different in a lot of ways, but she is the sort of friend who I can imagine having in my life forever. Some people come into your life for a short time for whatever reason, and then fade away, but there are other people who just belong in your life and I think that Jenn is one of those people for me, along with Dave, Roger, Rachel, JR, Art, and a few others.
So this week, I am going to continue trying to figure out where I’m going to be living in 2 weeks, it would be awesome to move in with Dave, but we will see what happens. I also have to have a job!!!!!!!! I have a few possibilities, and may get back into the book business, which I would love, but we will see what happens.
