May 14th. Update
So the past week I have been very diligent about working out every day and am enjoying the results. I still need to eat cleaner, but have been eating pretty clean…..but I tend to cheat a tiny bit every day and eat a couple cookies, or a piece of chocolate. I have also been trying to be more diligent with my ab work which is something that I have been trying to do for a while.
I had a few really good workouts this week, especially my chest workout, I felt extremely pumped up and could really feel every fiber in my chest on fire and working hard. I did my shoulders this morning and fried them pretty good too. I did something that I have never really done before and used mostly cables and a machine press, but I was supersetting everything and my shoulders felt like they were on fire! Tomorrow I plan on really attacking my back and trying to go pretty heavy. I think back day has actually become my favorite day of the week when I work out, but I still have a LOOOONG way to go till my back looks as good as I want it to.
So I have had two interviews with 24 Hour Fitness in the past week. I think that I am more than qualified, but it has been a long time since I had a job interview, and I was nervous and definitely sweating!! I think that looked bad, but oh well. I hope they will hire me, but if they don’t, I have other options. I just need to find something soon.
It has been an odd week or two with Megan. She has been extremely stressed out because she has a lot going on at school and is stage managing a big dance production at school, and I have been stressed out about money and needing a job! So theres has been some tension between us. Plus she is on her period, and has been exhausted, which makes her cranky and rude, so its just a pretty rough combination of things going on. Sometimes I feel like she really takes me for granted and lacks respect and appreciation for me, but a lot of that is her youth, and some of it is just her immaturity and selfishness. I know that she cares about me, but I’m not sure what the heck she is thinking sometimes and how she can act the way that she does. Hopefully she will learn to respect me more and not be so self absorbed. She says that she wants to be a team, but she certainly does not act like a team player most of the time. I’m learning a lot from this whole experience tho and we do have a lot of fun when she isn’t grumpy, cranky, tired, or PMSing.





