April 8th. Update.
Oh what an insane and crazy week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I usually write in this thing every day, but this past week has been a little manic and bizarre, so I have taken some time off. I have still been doing my crazy cardio, but I did miss a few days because of everything going on in my personal life, and I haven’t been lifting every day for the same reasons, but the days that I have lifted, I have felt EXTREMELY strong and have been lifting really heavy, so I think my body has enjoyed the rest. I weighed myself today and the scale said 225!!!!!!! I’m going to seek a second opinion lol, cuz that would mean that I lost like 10 or 11 pounds in the past two weeks and that seems like a lot. My abs are starting to show a tiny tiny bit tho, and I feel like I look thinner. I still need to do more ab work and take pictures so that I can compare and contrast, but I am positive that I look way different than I did back in January. My pants are all falling off of me now because of the weight I have lost, and I had to find a belt to wear haha!
I would love to go into detail about what is going on personally, but I am still very unsure exactly what is happening, and I guess I should wait to be excited or bummed out, or anything else until it is all sorted out. In the meantime, my job hunt officially begins tomorrow!!!! I am nearly broke now lol, so if I don’t do something now, I will be without gas money, food money, cell phone bill money, and rent money in a few weeks. My birthday is also coming up in 10 days. I’m not excited about it, but I’m not down about it either. I am only going to be 28, and life is so long and wonderful, that I am still very young, and next year when I am going to be turning 29, I will be looking back at this year with pride at how I turned a corner in my life and made strides towards setting myself up for the future. Until all of this chaos is settled, I’m not sure how my schedule will look, but I am going to continue to try and push myself harder than ever in the gym and hopefully I can take some pics around my birthday so I can compare them with new pics that I will take sometime around June 1st. I am also planning on writing my workout info down in more detail, like I used to, so that I can start keeping track of weight, reps, sets, etc. again so that I know that I am continually making progress and pushing myself harder each and every time in the gym in order to be better. So that will officially begin the day after my bday, but I may start doing it next week just so I am getting into the habit. As for my double cardio quest, I think that I can still accomplish it, but I need to do double every day for the next 10 days and that should put me at my goal. Once I am working, my entire schedule will need to be rearranged to fit in school, work, friends, gym, and everything else, so it will probably be a little stressful at 1st, but I will be happy once I am able to fall into a routine with it all. Anyway, time for a shower!
