Dear food diary…what the hell?!?!?!?
Sunday, March 1st, 2009Dear food diary…
You and I both know I struggle to remember to write everything down. Lord knows I have now given up actually trying to break down the calories but I need to! Sometimes I wonder if deep in my mind.. "forgetting" to write it all down holds me less responsible for everything I eat.. or drink for that matter. Anyway, you and I both know I have been stressed out A LOT. My life has been literally about survival and thats it as of late.. full time mom, school, work.. if I didnt get up at 4:30am everyday I probably wouldnt even get in my workouts (which I need and love!)..
NOW …can someone tell me why it is all of a sudden I am eating the crap? I know Im busy but I am actually craving the junk.. which is RARE for me folks!!! Yesterday I woke up wicked sick.. total cough, nose sick.. yuck. Ended up more sick today but not sick enough to not want double chocolate chip cookies and pizza.. I never eat this stuff but for some reason I just craved it and apparently Mr. Willpower checked out when the cough started because yesterday I had Arbys .. YUCK what the hell is going on here?
ANYWAY I WANT TO GET BACK ON WITH MY BAD SELF AND EAT CLEAN!!! I just dont get it.. any takers for an answer?
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