Distraction is a beautiful thing..
If you read my last blog then you will know that right now I am struggling with every aspect of my life (and struggling is an understatement)… I miss my best friend every day and lately its gotten worse with these daytime flashbacks of the time I spent in the hospital and watching her take her last breath.. before it was just at night. Its almost haunting me while I grieve.
I decided the other day after posting a blog about loosing her on Jan 17 that I just need straight up distraction to get my head right. So far I have snowboarded, tried to work as many hours as possible and well..the semester has started so all of my classes also keep me busy..its helping. I am good until those quiet moments in the day..the ones I use to LOVE.. but now try my best to avoid. I guess distraction really is a beautiful thing..
I’m still not sleeping at night, and my eating is way off and am having the hardest time getting my ass to the gym (which I believe is a consequence of the whole no sleep and no eating thing)..but I am still pushing. I just hope it gets easier from here..
Keep your fingers crossed will ya? ; )
Have a good Monday
Andrea
February 2, 2009 at 8:34 am
Sorry to hear about yr friend. Try reading, sometimes it helps you forget about things. And keep going to the gym, it will help you out in the long run. Good luck to you.