What Focus Can Do!
Ok well I haven’t heard from anyone in regards to BB.com but thank you for your loving words & support.. in the mean time, I will keep on training! hehe…. BIG news! In order to save money, I let go of my current trainer to take matters in my own hands which means putting to use All that I’ve learned and finding ways to stay focused everyday!! See I truly loved my trainer, I think he’s the greatest but I need more support daily…. this is a hard thing for everyone be it the workout or the diet. The hardest thing for me is reeling in the diet!! But after looking at this Name Analysis photo thing I have setting on my desk in my room, it says "Has the strength & the will to accomplish goals" yet I don’t believe this at times…pfffftttt!!! My body gets weak on occasion but my spirit is relentless! If you want something bad enough, you must take the reigns and go get it! With that being said, I have a lot happening this year - my wedding, my 10 yr. reunion… so if that weren’t enough alone - HA! I am seriously going to try for the Rochester show in June, it will be 4 months or 16 weeks out this Thurs the 14th, Valentine’s Day!!! V-Day is also my 1 yr. "anniversary" being on this site 
How appropriate!! So the trick will be to keep envisioning these events and goals, knowing that it will come up fast although it seems like I have plenty of time now… HAHA, not really!!! Maybe I’m just getting old and my mind is tricking me? 
I MUST eat clean as there is no time to waste and I will get a workout in each day, Rest days will still consist of light activity- walking or something. I will NOT blame the cold yucky NY weather for defaulting on these promises!! I have weights at home so there is no reason to make excuses!! I will be so built that even I could rescue someone’s car from a ditch!!! RRAAARRRRR!!!! LMAO http://in.news.yahoo.com/reuters_ids_new/20080211/r_t_rtrs_od/tod-german-body-builders-pluck-stranded-5348952.html
February 12, 2008 at 7:17 am
Yep! lots of incentives. Time to get to work.
February 12, 2008 at 6:09 pm
I am so excited….the very first show i ever went to was rochester. it is a great show….where in ny do you live?? i was thinking about doing it too…but want to add more muscle….so need to do something in aug…yay!!!
February 17, 2008 at 2:06 pm
I totally agree! If you want something bad enough you can make it happen. All you need is focus!!
February 17, 2008 at 2:16 pm
You can do this!
February 27, 2008 at 12:42 pm
You will do amazing! You already have the dedication and the drive–no one but you can stop you now!