Blog Entry
Going grocery shopping tonight and I am planning on getting nothing but clean healthy foods. I am sick of eating crap! My skin sucks and I feel all bloated all the time. I am seriously considering fitness modeling at this point and doing what ever it takes to get into shape and go from there. Currently i am working out 5 days a week for about an hour, alternating lifting and cardio during those days. Now i just need to convince my boyfriend that i am not crazy for eating the way i do! Support would be nice at this point but if not i will continue to do what i have to do to get in tip top shape! Since when is eating veggies and fruits crazy anyways? I have gotten very good at packing my lunches every night so i just have to make sure i am packing healthy items all the time and not letting myself get hungry at work.
Also it would be nice to actually go see a fitness competition for once so i could see what goes on.
October 9, 2008 at 9:47 am
my op:
I have always been judged of first impression.
People are not willing to accept change!
They want you to stay the same & live within the confines of how they chose to perceive you, based on first impression of you.
Every time I am to progress I drop relationships, other wise the way they judge me reminds & keeps me @ my current mind set!