AZIFUKARED’S BodyBlog

Hello? anybody  listening?
Here it is….I’ve been workingout busting my butt..yet again….being carb depleted and not realizing it…I’ve changed my workouts, yet again.
This tyme the mind was again stronger…it pushed me beyond what I could do on low carbs.
I went from heavy sets 2 medium sets…(lbs wise)
the past 2 in a half weeks I’ve put on at least 7lbs…with the aide of supplements.
a combo stack…which really worked…(all over the counter stuff)
if u could see my small kitchen ud say..a mini store is here!
lol
so anyways…..I was telling kat,….look at my belly! she laughs and calls me fat
we joke like that….now, mind u, I’m not pushing my stomach out…it’s  just out….2much creatine cocktails I think
lol
so this past week, I’ve been getting dizzy, weak…and really shaky….not knowing till 2nite…that my carbs r way low and my sugar levels have dropped really low…..i weighed myself at 230lbs 2day….I’m guessing by monday, I should b weighing round 235-237lbs…u see, iI have 2 add more carbs 2 my low diet….I manage 2 gain some muscle size the past 2 weeks or so….now come monday…it’ll b some water from the carbs and I know I’ll b fuller than I have this week….
new pics on monday…
word of caution…when dieting…plz pay close attion 2 what u eat and how much….it can and will knck u 4 a loop!
I’m still up when I should b n bed fighting the pillows and losing the fight!
but, I got hungry, yet again! can u see where the xtra weight will come from?
is anybody paying attention?
I’m not in a bulking phase….like some people think they r doing. when u get a chance, google mike mentzer
check out…"h.i.t"
and u’ll know where I’m coming from…and what I’m talking bout.
when u workout like I have…ur diet is crucial!
the mind is stronger than u think!

sunday after noon  12:04pm
<I could b banned 4 my thoughts of gander….
just writting my thoughts…>

I have pondering the thoughts of this site and the members…
when I first joined the site, I didn’t know much about it, how it works, the way u set things up….or the people.
I’ve watched the site grow over tha past year….and the members.

My view of this site was…(then)
bodybuilding, not "popular votes" or who can add the most friends.

"it’s like going 2 a gym 2 workout" not 2 gossip, crack jokes or see the newest piece walking round.

now it’s become that…4 me at least…this is y I have’nt been here n awhile.
Granted some people r on here 4 networking, some r legit people who r really serious bout their progress…some r models…..ok fine!
Enuoh is enough! I know sex sells, but 2 what point does it go where the main purpose is lost?
I enjoyed putting up videos showing my progress, showing GOOD form, not mugging 4 the cam….some r serious and some r not. Some think glamour is the way 2 go, some think showing of how strong they r is the way 2 go.

Back n the day we n the bodybuilding world,fitness, and figure…would help each other out, not just comment on how someone looks, that’s fine and dandy. But what  about someone who wants some serious help?
Example….I asked someone on this site 4 answers 2, 2 different things, what I got back was…not much nfo at all.
I already knew the answer, just wanted 2 see how much this person thought they knew.
It was regarding "red meat" and "squats 4 my female clients" the response was:

"I cant afford red meat, but its pure protein, so eat away! I am a boiled chicken person. I can do a video. The only problem is I do videos when I am alone in the gym and that is on Friday nights. I do heavy legs on Sundays so I can kick their asses for 2 hours. lets see what i can do………"

Now where n the hell was the answer 2 redmeat? "eat all I can?"  and 4 squats…I was asking 4 the mere thought that a woman may want 2 see another woman doing squats, nstead of a man…this is what i got…..

"I’m sure there r serious people on this site who want help and want 2 help others..where r u?
come 4ward!

Now don’t get me wrong…This is a great site….I’ve met 1 person from this site who means a great deal 2 me…..
I have’nt met any1 at all who is serious, "man! we gots 2 workout", "how do I do this","u look great n the pics, keep it up"

GREAT!!!! I know this site is about supplements and all, but guys, where r the serious peole at?
…..guys who r working on this site…..I wanna help those who want the help, not the votes, or the left side of the page, no butt shots, pelvis showing breast popping people! the real!

I’ll do vids 2 show proper form….not glamour!, not going 2 every page and leaving "u look great comments" I would do real legit stuff!

There r some people here who have hurt themselves 2 better themselves….not showing off 4 vids or 2 pose n pics!
I was one of those people, I don’t regret what happened,  bt I worked hard 2 bust my self up….can some of "U" people, (and u know who I’m talking bout) do that?

if anybody out there is listening…..can u hear my thoughts?…..
hopefully 2 b cont