Things I have noticed…..
Sunday, September 28th, 2008Okay I really should of wrote a blog on friday.. I have so much to say but I will try to keep it short and sweet.
First and foremost.. why is sex so much better when you are working out and being healthy without saying too much I feel like a sex monster right now
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Also I stuck to my plan this week and I feel so much better.. I have more confidence and I wake up happy it is so weird to feel this way just from taking care of myself better but I will not get mad for not fixing this sooner.. at least I am getting the benefits of positive thinking right now!!!
Next subject.. I went the whole weekend without alcohol and I even went out
… some of you might not understand that but I am a party girl and that was a challenge but I was looking good had a red bull(mad that they did not have the sugar free kind) and I danced the night away. Also since I am looking much better I will start carrying my stick around more.. I had a couple of bugaboos around me on sat night…. it is funny how confidence shines and the attention that it brings.. I wonder how it will be when my body completely changes??? So a couple of girls that I always see out kept asking me why I was not drinking so funny that it is expected of me to be the party girl.. I was like nope not tonight.. did not want to say too much but in my mind I thought.. I am in training can’t drink like that!!!
So this coming weekend is picture day and I will more focused than ever.. I just can’t explain in words how I am feeling on the inside.. I really am glad I put the ball in my court and I am starting to take control of my life.. in these days of unsure times this is the only true thing we can control. Take care of yourselves bb.com peeps!






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