army_fireman’s BodyBlog

well a year after surgery and another bad day with the doctor… i now have to have a CT scan from my knees to my nipples cause they think its back.  well screw this i amgoing to keep pushing this.  i willkeep going to the gym until i can’t life the 5lbs dumbells any more.  life is just to short and i love the feeling i get when i walk down the stairs after a good pump.

well it has been close to a year now since i was old i needed surgery and still to this day i feel the pain they have left behind. my body will always remind me of the damage caused by the doctors. i lost all drive at one point to even get back into PT. I felt run down and alone. one day i guess something snapped inside of me and i got back to it hitting it harder then ever before.  for the last 2 weeks i have pushed harder then i have in over a year.  with the goal of transforming my body in mind i will set off push myself to the breakng point every day.