anissa3’s BodyBlog

I have went back and forth about writing this blog and if you are one of those people who get pissy when a blog doesnt have to do with training…stop reading!!  Ok since I wrote my deal breaker blog this has been bugging me, love you booshnoogs, but it has….a woman putting out on a first date…deal breaker, I can live with that, but unless she is a raging nympho, you had to put some moves on her…ok guys is that a test??  do you see if she will take the "bait" and if she does its bye bye?  i am no women’s libber by any means, but this is the one double standard that has always pissed me off…in high school the guy was a hero and the girl was a ho!!!  explain it to me guys???  i really want to know your thinking on this one…

Thanks to everyone who helped me yesterday.  It meant alot that you went out of your way to give me some words of wisdom and sympathy….that being said, I am off in another direction now…..I have decided if I meet my 40 goals, I am going to get certified.  I want to start with getting certified and then maybe get a degree in sports management.  I dont think this is something I would full time, but maybe to work with a couple of people a week as part time extra money.  I love being in the gym and I love talking about fitness so I think it would be good to put it to use for other people.  My main question is at 40 am I too old to start this?  I know my gym has a guy who is in his 60s and his a trainer so why cant I?

I am having a really hard time with Warren’s death and it is making me take a second look at things.  For those who read my blogs and my goal…I have goals I want to reach by 40 in MArch….Is it really worth it?  I mean an 18 yr old can be gone like that…is it worth it to work my ass off for a goal at the end of the day that really doesnt mean that much?  I am so broken hearted for Warren’s family and my own daughter that I feel like I am just shutting down…

Everyone who read my blog and sent out well wishes and prayers to Warren, his family and my family..thank you…Warren passed away today.  My daughter was told at school by text from his sister and of course was devastated and had to leave school. It is still hard to believe a great kid is no longer with us and will never walk through my door.  Please keep his family in your thoughts and these next few weeks are going to hard to get past…

Kids were asleep last night and I was bored and started looking throug my comments and realized I have a great bunch of friends on here who help me, encourage me and kick me in the ass when I need it….We all seem to stick to our groups so to speak. I started wondering about the people who dont have that group. My goal is to go to at  least 5 active profiles a day that I have never been to and leave a positive uplifting comment.  It will make me  feel good and I hope will bring a smile to someone’s face!!!  I also look at people who come to my profile and dont leave a comment, if you are there you can at least say hi:)  I challenge everyone to go to a new profile and leave some sweet words…i challenge you to make someone smile!!

I jut read a comment someone wrote that said there are only so many ways to cook a chicken…so true!!  I have been given some great recipes for everything from protein pancakes to casseroles from my friends on this site. I would love to have a cookbook with everyone’s recipes….I could also give them as xmas presents.  Proceeds to go to the Deluca Foundation….Just a thought…Maybe someone will read my blog that can make it happen.  I love Tosca but we could give her a run for her money!!!

I jut read a comment someone wrote that said there are only so many ways to cook a chicken…so true!!  I have been given some great recipes for everything from protein pancakes to casseroles from my friends on this site. I would love to have a cookbook with everyone’s recipes….I could also give them as xmas presents.  Proceeds to go to the Deluca Foundation….Just a thought…Maybe someone will read my blog that can make it happen.  I love Tosca but we could give her a run for her money!!!

I have been reading alot of posts about what guys want and whats your favorite body part on the opposite sex so i decided to throw my hat in the ring(give it back though, its my AU hat)…whats your deal breaker?  what is it that no matter how great this person is you would walk away…For me its my kids…a guy has to get along with my kids.  Not working…deal breaker…a jerk…deal breaker…doesnt understand my going to the gym…deal  breaker….not making my toes curl when he kisses me…deal breaker….im starting to see why i am alone!!!LOL

I went to the hospital yesterday to see Warren.  I of course busrt into tears the minute I walked into ICU to see him.  They have him in a bed that rotates so that they can keep the fluid off his lungs.  He is in a drug induced coma, but he is so swollen that he looks about 4 times his size…..If any good comes from this, I hope his friends including my daughter realize that life is short…This is a kid that at 8 was coloring at my kitchen table with my 4 yr old and they said the wreck happened about 8:20….life can happen that fast!!!!  Kids need to know that…you are not invincible, it can happen to you and my daughter needs to know an accident can happen close to home.  Keep him in your prayers…

friday and saturday i got 2 amazing workouts in and i feel like my old self!!  going to the hospital today to see warren so wont get one in today.  he is still the same but he is alive and at this point we will take that.  i have to post some new pics…got all my hair cut off yesterday…i like it!!!