anissa3’s BodyBlog

I have noticed that I spend alot of time saying…i will do better on my diet or life in general, tomorrow.  I am afraid that I am going to wake up be 40 and have alot of yesterdays with nothing accomplished.  It is time for me to sieze the day and even though its great to look towards tomorrow…..I need to live today like its the day that matters!!! 

i dont know who astrocastro is, but he has now called me pathetic for talking about withdrawal from diet cokes and told maddie that he hates nudity because it leads to rape…dude if you dont have something positive to say….keep your piehole shut!!!!

First of all props to guys….I tried to take everyone’s advice last night at the gym and I would hate to be a guy who would have to go up to a girl and start a conversation.  The thought of rejection is crazy!!  I dont see how you do it.  I am always nice when I turn someone down. 

I went to the gym this morning and there are 2 ladies who I always are there in the morning.  Today I think they were working out arms, but between every different exercise, they would get on a cardio machine.  I couldnt tell, but they maybe did 5 mins?  Is this a good idea?  Does it help?

Last thought….tuesday when we went to our dept lunch, we passed a rest that has been closed and they are about to reopen and it was painted orange and purple…yes orange and purple.  there was no sign so i said i bet it is going to be a mexican rest, today when i left the gym, yep sign was up and it said mi casa….so why are all mexican rest crazy colors???? 

So yesterday at work we were having a hen party (LOL).  Of course, we got around to my being single and really having a hard time with it.  I was telling them that I never go anywhere, but the gym and work. I said that I have never had anyone come up to me at the gym.  I wear my ear buds, do my workout and leave.  I am focused and dont really pay attention to the people around me.  This led to the comment that I give off an unavailable vibe!!!  Could that be true?  I am really shy and I dont make a lot of contact.  MY crazy coworker asked me what I do when I see a guy that does interest me?  I just looked at her dumbly and said nothing?  That being said….tonight is legs and 20 mins of HIT on the treadmill.  I am going to put off a more inviting vibe when I walk in the gym.  Let’s see how this works…..

Waynesworld comment on my blog yesterday made me think about what title of a movie would describe my life.  I decided it was Dazed and Confused!!  Life is crazy lately, I think I am ready for school to start back next week so we can get on a normal schedule. 

Workouts are going great……diet not so much.  Today is my department’s quarterly lunch…..at a buffet.  I am going for the salad bar that they will hopefully have.  It is $11.00 a person and I feel bad that I wont eat near that amount of food.  Oh well a bunch of women at one table, the conversations are always outrageous and I will concentrate on that more than the food :0)

Got up this morning and did back and chest.  Didnt make it to the gym, but got a really great workout at home.  I was going to do HIT on the treadmill, but that peskly little 4 yr old of mine, who was at his dad’s, did something with the key!!!  GGRRRRR…oh well, that leaves me something to do tonight.

Ok, I have to say I love some of the names on this site, my current favorite is mrinkysplaytoy.  I love it.  I just wonder what they mean.  Of that one is self explanatory…Some make me cock my head to the side with a ? while others have me LMAO!!!!

This has nothing to do with working out and dieting…so if you are one of those people who fusses about blogs that dont have anything to do with that…..quit reading now!!!  I dont know if it is because I am about to be 40 or if I am just feeling sorry for myself, but being single is starting to get to me.  I know this sounds catty, but I always have people telling me that I am beautiful and I dont look my age….then I go places and I see people out of shape and unattractive and they HAVE someone.  I know that there is someone for everyone, but I dont know why I cant find my someone.  I really dont go anywhere but work and the gym and at the gym I dont really socialize…I do my workout and go home.  It is just so frustrating….thank you for listening to me feel sorry for myself :0)

I went to the grocery store last night.  I bought Kashi organic cereal, low fat milk, flank steaks and a deit dr pepper!!!  It was calling to me.  I took if home and I drank about half of it.  You know it really didnt taste that good.  It had a funny taste.  I guess I am already starting to outgrow the taste (YAY!!!).  It was a slip up and I am moving past it.  Today is a new day and new day to do the right thing :0)

I realized yesterday that in exactly one month I will have been on this site for a year!!  Wow, an entire year.  The sad thing is I have not seen the results that I should have seen in a year.  I have not been consistant with my diet or my workouts.  That stops now.  I know the ultimate goal for the big 4-0, but I need mini goals to reach too.  I have decided by the 1 yr anniversary in 1 month, I am going to have lost 8 lbs and 8 inches.  This site gives me all the tools I need to eat right and exercise……I just need to take the tools out of the shed and put them to use!!! 

Last night was a beautiful night in Georgia.  I decided to forego the gym and go the school and run sprints and run the stairs.  It was hard!!  I took my own personal drill sargeant with me (my 11 yr old daughter).  She of course beat me at every sprint and rubbed it in my face every time.  I think I got the last laugh because where she just looked at it as beating mama, I got a GREAT workout!!!  Today is pilates at lunch and Zumba after work.