Jumbled Thoughts

ok, so on Sunday I weighed myself, and I was at 208…that was up from 205, so I thought that I was actually going to hit the high water mark of 210…so I eat and eat and eat….yeah..so today I am back at 202….damn…one day…I swear…

I was looking through some workout journals that i had done a while ago, back when I used to log everything.  I noticed that I wasn’t moving nearly as much weight as I am now, but I feel I need to go back to that structured regimen.  it is to easy to say.."ok, I’m fatigued..time to quit…but when you have that sheet in front of you, you feel like you are quitting on yourself when you stop before it is all filled out.  so this means longer harder workouts for me….lovin it~~!!

WeB

so I weighed myself this morning, and I am at 205. and it is a good looking 205.  5 more pounds til my really short term goal is reached. once I hit 210 and keep it for 3 days, then I will shoot for 215.    then who knows?!?!  hitting my calorie levels has been a whole lot easier since I started taking the Muscle Juice from Ultimate Nutrition.  at first I was discouraged because it mixes terrible with a spoon, but it a blender it is jsut fantastic.  it is so much better than the "buttered popcorn" taste and smell of ON Whey Gold Standard.  granted it also has a ton more sugar and everything else to make it taste better too…oh well…lift on!

was I thinking??  I took 3 days off in a row (th,fr,sa) and just crushed myself on Sunday…my body was so pissed at me adn paid me back with some serious cramping and tightness for the last 2 days.."(my body)"  you stupid-ass, what in the world made you think you could do 600 pushupsin between back and bi’s without some repercussions?  I’ll pay you back by making you keep your arms straight for the rest of the night!..go ahead and bend them…they will stay like that you moron!  lol..

all in all…..looking forward for some chest punishment tonight…I hurt my neck last week, that is why I took the days off..

LaTeR!!

WeB