life until now
a little bit about my last few months of training and everything else. I finally had the balls to get out of a three year relationship in May, kinda bit me in the ass cause the guy indirectly made me drop all of my friends, hence i became dependent on his company and all kinds of other BS. Plus i lost my spotter/workout buddy in the process, so my leg day is majorly suffering. Having that gone gave me a good boost to my training and i have honestly never felt better being independent and self-driving in keeping my body the way i want to without somebody getting all whiney on me cause i wanna stick to my diet schedule instead of cheating sporadically on thai food and shii..
Someone that i would consider my best friend right now is visiting (finally!). She has been one of the biggest blessings by being a great listener and also not caring that i have become slightly more vulgar since the break-up (maybe i was repressed? lol) And she has managed to introduce me to a great many people that i feel safe saying are valuable, slow to judge, and good at heart. Not to mention supportive of my chicken+rice diet 
As of this week i have just gotten hired at Bally’s as a personal trainer, yeah ya! My friends have gotten me to go clubbing a few times since i never had the chance to in the past, it was fun, but not really something i want to make a habit. I do like to dance though
Now i am happy to have my training to keep my mind off things, my sweet doggy to get my ass up in the morning for his walk, and awesome friends that are here to support me even if they think my diet is disgusting and i have bigger muscles than them.
