My LIFE IS worth IT!!

I awoke with a new zest for my life…"If not now,  when?" as the Rabii Hillel would say…I wont be in the gym today, but I will be eating clean, and thats a start. 

I am on a journey of becoming a Writer….Erotica is the genre…I have two stories getting published within the next two months or so which I am very excited about, I do have some other work published b4, but this will be a stepping stone to the rest of my career, Thank God for the good people thats willing to give me a chance…

So with that said, things are looking up, I am ready to go head on with my fitness, taking it very seriously now…I have wasted too much time and I have been presented with ample oppurtunities to do better…I LOVE ME~!!….I am going to set new goals and just hope to accomplish…To alll please stay focused and encourage a sister when u can..lols…have a blessed and wonderful day…if u ever want to read some of my work…please check my myspace at www.myspace.com/angelluv2cum, and check the blogs…thanks..

I have been trying but I have been giving up more….I am so tired of starting over but at least im not going to "stop starting over" until I have gotten it right.

Its been so difficult trying to lose some weight and not even difficult to stuff my face, thats the easiest part, eating!..I havent been to gym in over a month and a half, wowww, I would have never thought I would be saying it, Im getting back into the gym someday this week though, for real, I cant abuse myself this way anymore..I am on a self-destructive part and I have to wake up and smell the coffeee, IT IS TOO LATE already….

Time to get up and go, this is not going to happen another way, I have to make it happen….Please, if u can come by and give an encouraging word, it will be greatly appreciated, My willpower is low right now, I JUST NEED A FRIEND, NEED SOME FRIENDS, WHO WILL HELP IN THE BEST OF MY INTEREST, I NEED IT….JUST A LIL PUSH, A LIL SHOVE, to get back on my feet, I KNOW I CAN DO THIS, I KNOW THAT I CAN, i just havent, and that needs to change… thanks for reading and thanks in advance for whatever help or advice u can bestow…

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