Rambling…
Monday, July 23rd, 2007So this week was pretty good, ate well, meals were pretty well timed, workouts were good and strong…I actually joined a bigger gym that seems to offer more for me and I’m rather excited to start. More cardio machines and more options with weights and even classes. I have a few more people that I know that go to that gym as well, which is a plus if someone is counting on me…I know for a fact I will be there. Plus there is a store in there and any excuse to shop really is fine with me
Anyways, other then that, if I could just learn to fall asleep at a decent time I would be great. I haven’t weighed or measured or taken pictures in a while and that is mostly due to the fact that I am scared, I know that this month has kinda thrown me off from the 5 day celebration of the Fourth of July, and just summer in general, seems that people are wanting to get together, bar b q’s, family visiting, no excuse, but hey, it is what it is. I finally feel like I am 100% back on track mentally and excited to push forward and put 110% focus on reaching my goals, which is a real big step for me. I don’t think that I have really done that latley, lack of motivation in some ways, and also just felt like a little fun was deserved…which is a quick way for me to spiral back into old habits, but I’m not, and I’m happy I have my motivation and drive back and realizing what I need to do to reach my goals, and realizing that I can have a little fun and have control and go back into serious workout/healthy mode…I still need to work on it, but its nothing like before…I don’t even know who I was 8 months ago…I like this me a lot better.
I think that’s all for now. Maybe I’ll be able to fall asleep now that I got everything off my mind.






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