Angie’s BodyBlog

Ugh…ok, so the dreaded birthday is past. I’m a year older :/ Anyhow…didn’t get enough sleep last night, I hope I can perform well this morning for part 1 of my double split. Hoping once I unbloat in a few days to see maybe a 2-4 lb weight drop? I could be setting myself up for disappointment but I’m busting my butt in the gym and definitely sticking to my nutrition plan. The lower stomach really is the last to go. Well you know what…? GO!

So I still lack confidence sometimes. I look more smokin’ than I ever could’ve imagined but I’m still not where I want to be. My trainer says he doesn’t understand why but I do show signs of insecurity. I am hoping over the next 8-12 weeks I can shred off 20-30 lbs of pure fat (not even sure if I have more than 25lbs), and get my stomach flat (my last obstacle) then I will exude confidence. Maybe part of my insecurity lies in the instability of my marriage. Maybe part of it is losing my career earlier this year. Once I am financially stable, I must move out…work on loving me first…then maybe the marriage has a chance. Ok…sorry for the aside. I am starting to feel the effects of the supplements, I know they say 2-4 weeks to notice anything but I can feel my metab running higher. I love it!

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