Mr. Fairweather
It’s safe to say last year my level of commitment was pretty low. Well, maybe not my level of commitment but by drive and ambition, ok… my level of commitment. Things have taken an unexpected turn in the beginning of 09 with my father’s second heart attack at the age of 52. He’s always been pretty active throughout his whole life and he, unlike me, is NOT in the 3 digit overweight catagory. Scary huh? I have heart attacks on one side of my family and strokes on the other. I have a lovely wife and a 19 mo. old little boy. I can’t be living like I’m living and expect to live to a ripe old age, it’s a pipe-dream.
SO…I’ve been going to a lot of different places to find inspiration and drive, I’ve developing new, exciting and ambitious goals, developing interests in new hobbies, all with the eventual goal of a complete life-style change. I’m a little nervous, a little excited but completely looking forward to a new life. Saying that my level of commitment is higher is an understatement, it’s a whole different type of commitment, or maybe it isn’t a commitment at all. It’s a complete resignation from my life the way it is now, I don’t want it anymore, I quit, and I’m walking away.
