Blog Entry
Hello all!
Well, things are going very well, I would say! My weight is stabilizing sort of at around 127 or so, now. Still wanting to go to 125, for now. I am getting buff, though! My body is definately cutting, slowly! That is cool! Today I took the day off from working out, which is unusual, due to my personal trainer suggested it and I have been pretty exausted, so it SHOULD do my body good! Although it always freaks me out to take time off working out! I am afraid my body fat/weight loss will stop! Well, you know how we can obsess about these things, especially us with eating disorders/body image issues!
I am going to a posing workshop on Saturday! My first! I am rather scared, but hopefully, it will be fun! I will let you all know!
I was reading a post and a bodybuilding.com friend was talking about how now figure is looking for less muscle and more bikini-model style bodies in the competitions. This is disappointing to me, as who’s definition of a WOMAN’S FIGURE are we going for, here? Obviously, some man’s! It is very unfair. Why should we have to have BREAST IMPLANTS, HAIR EXTENSIONS, FAKE NAILS, AND HIGH HEELS to be a woman in competition? And no muscles? It is defeating my own purpose of what I believe to be a muscle-toned woman’s figure. A woman should be curvey and I like the muscle aspect of bodybuilding. But we have different hair, different shapes, different figures, and different breast size. When we diet down to show off our hard-earned muscle, we lose breast size. So what? Why should we have to have a life endangering surgical procedure
