Blog Entry
Well, the scale is still not budging. I hope I am gaining lean body mass, though. Been concentrating on buffing back up after losing what seems like most of my muscle as I lost weight. I HOPE I am buffing back up! It is fun to lift weights again, just back to straight weight lifting on my days off of my personal trainer’s workouts that she gives me for M, W and F.
This week, she gave me another KILLER workout! Aaack! I wonder if I will be able to do it myself come Monday. I hope so. It is a pyramid-ing workout and works every body part. It is a KILLER, I tell you! I will let you know how I do! So far, surprisingly, I have been able to complete every workout she gives me, so I am pretty sure I can do this one, as well, if I put my mind into it… I hope!
I think I am gaining muscle tone. I hope so, anyways.
I saw Mike was posting about body fat measurements. I still don’t believe mine is so high, either. One day, will get that re-done. For now, when I do shit like that, I just feel so bummed out afterwards that it really is a sabotage for me. Trying on new clothes and shopping for clothes is much more rewarding and shows me my results better! Can you ladies relate?????????
I hope the economy goes back up, because I have been spending tons of money at the stores! It is very fun and believe me I will be looking GREAT! Too bad I have no dates to dress up for! And I go to bed really early every night because I have developed a routine of going to the gym at 2:30 a.m! So, not much of a social night life, but it is actually more fun to me to work out and focus on what I am working on trying to accomplish than wasting my time with some lame ass dude or being around stupid people!!!!! Can anybody relate????
So yeah, it is the weekend and mostly I have been shopping, cleaning, cooking, eating my delicious meals, working out, relaxing, reading, organizing around my house (my new kick), and chewing WAY too much sugar free gum. Need to get out to the garden and clean it up for the winter, too. Today, I dug up a bunch of carrots out of my garden which was cool. I am going to make a beet/carrot slaw tomorrow! Fun! That will be delicious on my daily salad for lunch! Mowed my lawn on Friday, too, and now my yard looks very nice! I love my garden!
My ex-boyfriend who wouldn’t marry me after almost 13 years of on again/off again dating contacted me today and wanted to hook up and I actually said NO!!!!! Can you believe it? For the past 3 months I have been focused just on me, and really hanging out mostly by myself, here at home, working out a ton, enjoying my solitude and quiet, and I can see it is really paying off! I am getting to know the whole me and appreciating the whole me and I refuse to sell myself short to people who couldn’t care less about the whole me!!!! That is AWESOME!
I hope all of you dudes out there read this, because we women actually have thoughts and feelings and complexity! There is nothing more of a turn on than a man that actually cares about what I am thinking about, what is on MY mind, my feelings, my life, my interests, etc..! Most of the time with guys, all they talk about is THEMSELVES! Most never even ask me how my day went, for example! LAME!!!!
Women are deep! WE ROCK! AND HAVE MUSCLES!!!!
