ZARia9999’s BodyBlog

I’ll walk proud down that street, again…. And I’m NOT going to cry again, cause I’ll learn to be STRONG!!! And I’m not going to CRAWL again… I will learn to stay STRONG again.. and I’m NOT going to FALL again.. - Michael McDonald must have known exactly how I’m feeling right now.

I have "the interview" of my life tomorrow.. and here I am, still living inside of this self-made FAT-suit…. what is wrong with me, why can’t I get it…. I’m so mad at myself right now the tears are streaming down my face, becuase I’m the one who is to blame.. no one else… NO ONE else…

But… I’m still alive, I can pick myself back up.. with faith in God, and the willing heart to RESOLVE to do better, I will take on this journey yet again! Failure is NOT FATAL…

I need a better plan then the NON-Plan I’ve been working with! 

OK, so the weekend didn’t quite go as "clean" as I had envisioned, but that’s OK… I’m praying for my hubby to fully get on board, but till then… I’ll work on ME!!!

This week, I’m going to eat absolutely CLEAN!!! No matter what! My husband is out of town for work, so I have NO excuse… I didn’t get my planning executed as well as I should have, so I don’t have any work-out clothes here at work, but I’ll go to the gym tonight after the kids have gone to bed!!! Also, cooking and bringing a few Lean Cuisine meals in, just in case I fall off the bandwagon with my cooking. I’d much rather deal with the extra sodium then deal with the 300 extra calories from eating out for lunch!

Also, CARDIO, CARDIO, CARDIO is on the menu for this week.. in fact, my goal is to shoot for 2 x 30 mins a day - so tonight will be an hour!!! Tons of water, 6x minimeals starting tomorrow and NO B/S!!!