Monday 4/21/08
Well, i did shoulders today. I moved a lot of weight in every damn thing i did and i don’t feel sore. Hell, i don’t even feel like i did anything to be honest. I need to revamp my shoulder work out, switch things up. I feel a lot more strenght in my high pulls and cleans but my overall endurance for those movements is lagging; the endurance will progress.
My personal life still sucks! Granted i have complete control over my days for some reason i feel like i’m in a rut still. I’m content but not happy, hell technically I have the world by the throat at the moment. I’m lonely, I still want to be with my wife yet I haven’t talked to her since march. Actually its been a month since i have spoken to her; maybe thats for the better. I miss my step daughter too, nothing hurts more than loosing two people you love, especially when one of them is a child. I guess not being over this situtation is why i feel so damn trapt. I can’t make her love me even though I believe she is being a hard head.
